#but this is important to note – @selfihateyouithink on Tumblr

I want you to look at the last three gifs. Misha is playing this so well cause you can see a certain disappointment - like he wished to hear something else. Cas of course appreciates that he’s a brother to Dean cause he knows how much that means to Dean. To Dean his family is his world and being a part of this means a lot. But when you look at his expression in this scene he seems so sad and disappointed that Dean can’t see that he is more than just a brother to Cas he is his whole life the only thing why he keeps doing what he’s doing. And his eyes wandering slowly to Deans hand like he wants to grab it and hold it just to let him know how he feels but then he regrets that thought because he knows now that he’s “just” a brother to Dean.

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#Poor Cas >.>#The REAL pining is Cas towards Dean#I sort of feel Dean keeps reaching that ‘welp I’m going to die and it’s too late’ stage#almost subverting his last night on earth thing because what he’s been shown pining for with Cas is stability and a relationship…#someone who understands the life#what’s it like settling down with a hunter blah blah blah#I think Cas being the opportunist and strategic one would probably have preferred grabbing Dean for a kiss never mind how much time#but on the other hand is waaay too wary of Dean’s walls to just do that >.>#so pining unrequited handholding and FML :P#I’m wrecked by him bobbing behind Dean waiting to grab that hug#now this??? (via elizabethrobertajones)

#THE TAGS #Meta #Same #Dean.Cas #OTP: people and humanity #OTP: suspiciously specified personal space issues #OTP: this whole thing couldn't be messier #OTP: trying to keep my priorities clear #11x23 Alpha and Omega #Canonization #Pining!!!!#Pining Cas #Castiel #Hi hello Cas is in love with Dean thanks for your time #Dean Winchester #Dean is my darling and I love him #I take SERIOUS issue with 'his whole life the only thing why he keeps doing what he's doing' because Cas is more than just his Dean feels k #And similar SERIOUS ISSUE with 'the REAL pining' like Dean doesn't pine because Dean is much better at compartmentalizing and denying it #(Edit: I misread that second one as harsher and less joking than it was^ oops)#But this is important to note #And so is the fact that despite this 'no homo' BROTHER nonsense...they still treated Sam and Cas like different but valuable relationships.#He pulled Sam aside to say goodbye and didn't take their supposed 'other brother' with them. He dealt with Cas one-on-one as usual.#No amount of repressive Dean Winchester saying 'you're our brother' while they're both clearly feeling differently is going to convince.#S11 spoilers #Lol SPN writing #Lol Sastiel #Lol Wincest #Queerbaiting cw #Supernatural #Fandom