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round and round the winchesters go

@selfihateyouithink / selfihateyouithink.tumblr.com

I am an Angel of the Lord who probably would do well in finance, and I don't like to do what people expect. Thirty-four. White USian. Autistic, anxious depressive (with PTSD). Nonbinary/genderqueer (demigirl). She/they pronouns. Sex-indifferent pan gay greyromantic demisexual. INFP/ISFP. Survivor. Socialist. Feminist. Relativist. Agnostic atheist. Struggling college student (yes, still). Honest misanthrope (because humans are works of art but humanity is tainted by its hatreds, conceits, and deceits), almost never neutral (because the status quo isn't), and unapologetic slasher 'til death do I stop. I am things, I question things, I like things, I hate things, I watch things, I read things, I write things, I say things, I do things. Things happen on this blog.

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every pairing i love: dean & castiel (supernatural) “Knowing you, it… it’s been the best part of my life. And the things that… the things we’ve shared together, they have changed me. You’re my family. I love you.”

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Why would you fall? Why would you want to be one of us? You don’t mean that. (requested by @k-vichan)

#Parallels #Angels #Castiel #Anna Milton #Anael #Anna vs. Castiel #Castiel vs. Anna #4x10 Heaven and Hell #Dean.Cas #6x20 The Man Who Would Be King #5x10 Abandon All Hope #S7 Cas #7x23 Survival of the Fittest #9x10 Road Trip #10x22 The Prisoner #12x12 Stuck in the Middle (With You)#S9 spoilers #S10 spoilers #S12 spoilers #(I wish Anna had been clearer about this when she said it. Angels can feel. They can have all those things. But they are not allowed.)#(There is a difference. Dean was wrong. No matter how many angels internalized this INABILITY they were only rationalizing the SUPPRESSION.)#(Castiel--with or without grace--can feel. It fluctuates and grace can regulate/suppress it or keep it distant at times. But it's THERE.)#(IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE. ALWAYS. LONG BEFORE DEAN. LONG BEFORE HE FELL. LONG BEFORE METATRON TOOK HIS GRACE.)#(HE CAN FEEL. THEY ALL CAN. IF THEY ARE /ALLOWED/ TO.)#Queerbaiting cw #Blood cw #Casual ableism cw #Supernatural #Fandom

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there’s a million little ways to say I love you. (insp) (cas’ version)

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#deancas #otp: cursed or not #dean didn't hear ''I love you'' a lot growing up so it's hard for him to say it so casually even when it's true even when he means it #from the very core of his being - so he says it in other ways #he says it with his hands when he gets cas back from the spell. he phrases it so it's less of a declaration and more of a plea #because that's easier for dean. it's still hard but saying 'I need you' is easier than the alternative which is more like #'I love you so much it scares me sometimes. I love you so much that it steals my voice in the wrong moments. I love you so much that #it's hard to breathe when you're not around. I love you so much and I have no idea what to do with that. I'm scared. I've never loved #anyone like this before.'' (via)

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First words I heard, clear as a bell – “Dean Winchester is saved.” September the 18th.

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THE SUPERNATURAL GIF CHALLENGE | cassammydean vs. @yourfavoritedirector round 18 | favourite character + prompt of your choice | Castiel + my emotion

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make me choose meme: anonymous asked: destiel or ~~megstiel~~

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