Tfw Destiel

No but ha um Amelia could be arguably a Dean mirror in this episode.

The waking up screaming. The #self harm. The having her soul sucked away even as she tries to cling to her loved ones. 

The searching for her love at any cost. (”Where’s the angel?” anyone?)

And it just got me to thinking about that last scene. With Dean.

Dean sacrificing himself for both Sam and himself, using some spell that will separate his soul from the Mark when it/he ends up in Heaven.

Castiel greeting him in his Heaven with open arms. Reversing/foiling Purgatory when he finds him immediately.

“I need you. We’re going home.” Home being Earth, for both of them, and the bunker.

Dean, experiencing people. feelings. in ways he hasn’t before. And Castiel?

In love with Dean and humanity and disobeying Heaven one last time, to take him back to where they both belong.

Don’t mind me. I’ll just be over here sobbing at my own bullshit mind.