bewitched, bothered and bewildered.

Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!

Jsvajssjsbsj I was checking this online store website and one of the items on sale was a vibrator and I clicked on it because I thought what a curious shape sir and now there are vibrator ads everywhere can't even open my phone next to people because any ads will be vibrators fk it man

like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out it’s just Friday and you haven’t washed your hair in three days and maybe you’re also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sun’s up. and you’ve survived everything so far, so you’ll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.

I like saying "I'll allow it" only in contexts where I have no power or authority

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Hello people from tumblr dot com I feel like you people here are used to suffering, because you're all still using tumblr so I have a question: how do you heal a freshly broken heart?

if this is due to a breakdown in a relationship, the worst thing you can do is stick to your routine. you're missing a huge part of your routine now, and this will make the loss worse. so shake up your entire routine. do something new that will give your mind something new to focus on. sign up to a class, take a different route to work or school. get up half an hour earlier and get coffee from a new cafe before your day starts. go on a long walk somewhere new. this will inject excitement in to your old routine and help fill up that gap with something fresh.

have a clear out. it may be tempting to hold on to things from them but this will only make things worse in the long run. you don't have to throw anything away yet, but remove them from your eyesight. you don't want to be surrounded with constant reminders. get a box and pack photos in, notes, cards, gifts, and put the box somewhere. now dust and hoover your house and open the windows. physically clean reminders of them from your space. you want to hold on to them but your goal is moving on, not staying still. this also means no texting them and reading through old messages. don't prolong the pain.

take time to yourself. pamper yourself. it's such a movie trope but I swear it works. buy yourself some new flowers and make your freshly cleaned space smell good. have a long luxurious bath and pretend you're a millionaire in a spa.

and remember it's okay to cry and get mad. don't bottle it up inside because that will make things worse in the long run. youre allowed to cry.

it's gonna hurt like hell for a while. youre gonna struggle. it's okay, because that's grief. youre grieving the loss of a relationship. but I swear to you, it gets easier, I promise you that. I've been through the same. one day you'll wake up and do your morning routine and realise they weren't the first person on your mind that morning. it will hurt less and less each day.

Gurl help I applied for a scholarship in japan, that's how insane I'm goooooing hahaha thank you very much for all the advice, it made me feel better