why do we love things that hurt us
#this is about the black water arc of tgcf and nothing else#beefleaf why do you hurt me so#actually it’s also about mdzs#like all of it#it’s all pain expect for maybe whenever i see sizhui but then i remember all his blood family is dead so that hurts too#anyways#jae’s thoughts#mxtx#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#beefleaf#he xuan#black water sinking ships#shi qingxuan#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation