sarisleah reblogged
"if i could have feelings at all, i’d have them for deb." "i can’t. not deb." "i trust you more than anyone." "if deb dies, i’ll be lost." "i’d never let anything happen to you." "deb, we’ve always been the one constant thing in each other’s lives." "without her, i don’t know who i am anymore."
"you’re all i got." "you are the only one i can count on, jackass." "thank god i had you. every time i started to spin out of control, i had you to grab onto." "you’ve been the one constantly good thing in my life." "i can’t even imagine what a fucking mess my life would be without him." "well, you have me. someone who loves you more than you could ever fucking know." "all my life i thought i needed you, that i couldn’t survive without you. it was the other way around."
#so i finally watched this season's premiere and i'm sO UPSET#don't#don't look at me#'i'm lost'#worse than i expected#the way she told him she hated him#just snarling at him#and the fact that the genuine fear and sadness he's carrying is so palpable yet he's still not holding himself accountable ugh#sorrow without any culpability#and now that darkness is seeping out everywhere and poisoning everyone#nope#my boy builds coffins#dexter