pairing: robert 'bob' floyd x reader

characters: bob floyd, fem!reader, jake seresin (flashback), natasha trace (mentioned), bradley bradshaw (mentioned)

warnings: 18+ MDNI, language, character death, grief, survivors guilt, self-sacrifice, attempted suicide by drowning, mentions of hallucinations, descriptions of injuries, crying, vomiting, smoking, biological weaponry, resident evil AU, please let me know if I missed any

word count: ~5.1k

a/n: this is for whumptober! please please please proceed with caution and use discretion, protect your peace

also if you are on the whump taglist but are not familiar with a character, you can skip it will not hurt my feelings!

whumptober 2023/2024 masterlist

summary: "i don't know how anybody could survive that", that's because you shouldn't have. you shouldn't be alive. shouldn't be breathing or walking or talking. but you are. you survived... because he didn't.