i remember making this joke AGES ago and it still holds
Sam Winchester’s backstory is like a laundry list of allegorical queerness. “I’m different & I get bullied in school & I sometimes feel guilty for existing as an ‘abomination’ & I’ve felt like a freak all my life and I literally cannot wait to get away from my family & go live my own life & be true to myself.” Whether or not he ever has non-straight romance on the show, he’s a character I identify with because of these things.
hey, fuck you for that sequel to the Ass Fic™, Judah !!!!!! it was all cute and then the end fucking murdered me, thanks. pls write a third installment ;-;
here it is bitch!!!!! the third and final installment! first and second can be found here and here. this one is cutesy like the first one, we end on a happy note
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Sam spent the days following the party avoiding Brady. He wanted to see him– more than anything he wanted things to go back to the way they were, before it was complicated– but he couldn’t imagine how Brady must have felt after he left him that night. Heartbroken? Angry? What if Brady wanted nothing to do with him?
It was better to leave it a mystery than to risk the worst possible outcome becoming the truth.
this probably isn’t gonna surprise u but trans sam for icons babyyyy
trans sam is life !!!!
“how was that?” “you-… it was… fine-” “sam’s lying, it was terrible.” “i wasn’t that bad!”
eileen and sam take their boyfriend out to give him proper weapons training. mick, previously no more than a desk jockey, cannot aim for shit and islovinglyteased about it.
updated to now include pan icons !
updated to include mary winchester !
mick continuing to try and impress his crush with a fancy hotel after impressing him with fancy lore
#neither of these two are…. straight that’s clear right? like fucking- fucking /look/ at them #not just in this scene either like #we have 13 seasons of queer coded sam #ALSO: #sam: wait we’re in separate rooms? #mick who definitely only booked two rooms but now has to rush to the front desk to change it to three: y…yeah of course (via @kingofthecrxssroads)
it don’t matter because it’s enough // to be young and in love
sambrady || sam winchester is a bisexual, clumsy dumbass who will run into things when distracted by cute guys and his roommate brady takes it upon himself to clean up his scratches [stanford era]
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this fic probably would’ve gone uncompleted for weeks but @sahwen got it moving so bless u darling <3
Sam fumbles with the keys to the apartment, touching his forehead hesitantly with his other hand, and winces, regretting it instantly. He manages to get the door open, only to realize that the kitchen light is on and the toilet is flushing. He should be rushing to his room so that Brady doesn’t see him like this, but he feels a little bit frozen in anxious panic and he only starts moving once the sink is shut off and the door is opening.
“Hey, Sam.” Brady smiles, and Sam lets out a soft sigh of relief. He’s standing by the living room and it’s pretty dim with just the light from the kitchen, so maybe Brady won’t even notice and he’ll just be able to slip into his room.
“H-hey, Brady. Thought you would still be in class?” Sam’s voice cracks a little and he can’t believe he’s acting this awkward. He knows how to lie and he really need to chill the fuck out before he ends up having to tell Brady why his head is banged up.
“Mm, prof let out a little earlier today. Just got back. Ordered pizza, so if you’re hungry, that’ll be here in like ten minutes or so— Sam, are you bleeding?” Brady’s face instantly goes from casual if not tired to concern as he walks closer to Sam and turns on the hall light, only to flip it off when Sam winces at the sudden brightness. “What the fuck happened?”
Sam laughs nervously, his hand going back to his temple. As far as he can tell, there’s only a small trickle of blood running down the side of his face, so it’s really not that bad. He’s had a lot worse. “It’s fine. I’m fine. Doesn’t matter how it happened!” His voice actually legitimately almost squeaks, like he’s fucking going through puberty, or hell, just starting HRT again. This is not cool. This fucking sucks and Sam just really wants to hide in his room.
Who's Brady? My friend and I were discussing about Sam's sexuality and she mentioned him. Now I'm seeing his name in most of those open discussions. I'm not sure to remember very well...
The short version is: he’s a dude who went to college with Sam and introduced him to Jess - he was also possessed by a demon and ended up being the one who killed Jess (making it look like Azazel did it). He’s killed by Sam in 5.20, in which he finds out Brady got possessed after they’d already known each other.
The reason he comes up in discussions about Sam’s sexuality is because Crowley tells Dean that “they have history” in 5.20 - he probably meant that they knew each other, but it’s an interesting wording - and refers to Brady as “your demon lover” when speaking to Sam in 5.21, who doesn’t… react to that wording at all. With anything.
So a lot of people took at as jumping point to headcanon they had a relationship before Brady got possessed (or maybe even while he was), and it’s one of the ongoing things with Sam where he doesn’t deny when someone implies he’s involved with a man.
(Off topic, but another great example of that is the “Go ask your boyfriend” - “Cas can’t help me” exchange between Balthazar and Soulless!Sam. Both 5.21 and 6.11 were written by Sera, which may or may not be a coincidence. So, in fact, was 4.09, which featured Sam’s male crossroad’s demon, and 2.03, in which Sam may or may not be kind of flirty with a male bartender, but I digress.)
I hope that cleared things up a little bit!
We also know Sam’s love interests have been possessed/demons before, including Ruby and Sam’s prom date, Rachel.
And speaking of Sera Gamble’s episodes, there is a very thought-provoking reading of the theme of Sam not feeling clean his entire life due to the demon blood and the s4 addict!Sam arc in particular as a metaphor for alienation and queerness that can be found HERE.
+ fun lil bonus subtext: Sam’s kink for people in the medical profession and Brady was pre-med
[**Brady was doing Azazel’s bidding when he killed Jessica, so it was still technically Azazel who killed her, too.]
#poor awkward shy sam #honestly i think he's remembering the hunter trying to get sam to talk about lucifer at asa fox's funeral #and honestly probably also thinking about how there's nothing nice he can think of that anyone else would share #or could share #but max is gonna set him straight (via @semirahrose)
Could you do a pride icon for Sam Winchester with a bisexual flag?
here you go! (also for @nyame002, who requested the same thing :) )
sam winchester + lgbt text posts part 2 (part 1)
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* тяαηs sαм *:・゚✧*:・゚✧