I don’t want to romanticize that night. I understand its wide-reaching political ramifications, its contemporary significance, how our nation’s entire social landscape shifted irreversibly, so much energy and tension balancing on a single city at the heart of the country. I get it. That night represented the beginning of something for thousands of people. Standing in the middle of S. Florissant across from the Ferguson Police Department and amid a mass of anxious citizens, we huddled in clusters next to any device capable of livestreaming the announcement of whether police officer Darren Wilson would be indicted for killing Michael Brown. I was standing between a friend’s phone and someone’s open car window with the radio on. Mike Brown’s mom was standing a few feet away, waiting. Someone’s arms were around her shoulders. We listened. No one moved.
And then suddenly, everything did.