Hello beautiful Scouts,
First of all, thanks for all the messages of encouragement. They mean the world to me, and I'm sure the other mods feel the same way.
As you might have imagined, I'm still struggling with my relapse. I'm currently in a phase in which I think people don't like me, I fear my friends only hang out with me out of pity, I'm scared people will start realising I'm not as cool as they thought I was...
It's really tough, but I have a weapon I didn't have in the past, and that's awareness. I know this won't last forever, and I know it's all in my head. Still, it's difficult and exhausting.
I'm trying to stay strong, because I deserve to be alright. I do, you do, we all do.
Lots of love.