I've tried so hard, I tried to be better I wonder if you knew, all this time I did it for you, I tried to be better

It was never enough, if only I would have known Then maybe, just maybe, to you I could've shown Just a little bit more, just a little be more

I never knew how to love, and you didn't understand I did my best, but what can I say When there's nothing left to say, when I can't even stand

To see myself fall, to see us fall apart There's no one left, to pick up our pieces We're both broken, pieces too far apart

I could never express, my love for you You could never see, what I meant behind my mask I wore a mask, because I was too broken for you

I tried so hard, to fix myself and pick myself up But now, we've both shattered and fallen too far apart I smile at you, with a broken heart

I can feel everything, and nothing at the same time I see you laugh, and I wonder why When all we can seem to say, is goodbye

I say I hate you, and I say that I miss you In the same breath, but how can I say that When I can't even miss myself, oh you

I wish I could fix myself, I wish I could fix us Is it too late, to say that I'm sorry? Why do I ask, it's too late for words from me

I wish you'd understand, oh how I love you I wish I pick up myself, all the million pieces I wish I could pick our pieces up, just to be with you

What's Best

I tried to be something But I can't be anything That's worth living for Everything has become worthless And I've wanted so much more But maybe, I should just give up I've changed so much for you And in the end, the days left are few I wish I could say that I'll try I wish I could say I'll be strong I wish I could say I won't cry I wish I could promise I'll keep living So many things we've said, that words can't mend So I'm sorry to say, this has to end I'm sorry to say goodbye But maybe this is how it's suppose to be When all I've been doing, is living a lie My life has become worthless So what more can I say? But have a good day, Maybe you'll stare, Maybe I'll look back, But you'll never see how much I care, You'll never understand that this is best for you and I