At Night

While"everybody else sleeps, I stare at the screen, terrified of being left with my own thoughts to the point of not allowing myself to function." -edited reblog There's a fear with OCD and you don't want to face it. You know that the negative thoughts will drain you once nighttime hits and you sometimes don't think you have the strength to conquer them. It's heartbreaking, but it's what you get used to. I'd love to and only hope to change this for myself.