Are you guys still here?
It must be easier to care for no one.
It hurts until it doesn't.
How do I get rid of this feeling that sooner or later people are going to leave me and move on to someone better than me?
How do I stop from feeling anything?
I'm here posting at 1am like I don't have work in the morning but anyways I should sleep.
rsvnr reblogged
I hope someday you’ll never feel like you’re not loved.
Over the years, I've kinda accepted that I'll just be that temporary person that comes in people's lives and be a good friend or something like that until they move on and do better things. We'll drift apart and I won't be needed anymore.
I'm okay with that.
I posted something and it didn't go through so I wrote it again and it didn't go through again. Maybe that's a sign.
I keep coming back here because I need space to write emo stuff and Twitter is so public.
rsvnr reblogged
Do you ever just feel like you’re not the type of person that people fight for to be a part of their lives?
Follow me on Twitter though. I'm more active on there.
I used to say that I like being alone, which I still do. It's just easier to be alone. Then as I got older, it became comfortable. I've learned to live with it. But there's this ache, this tiny, what-if thought that's always there. And now? I'm realizing that I just lived with it, and I didn't really like it.
Came to a realization today that no matter how many times I go to the gym, I can't fix my face.
I don't know, I'm supposed to be with someone and yet I don't feel like I'm loved. I don't know if my expectations are too much or this is just not enough for me.