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@rottentrauma

For all the bad bad things | runs on queue | I’m 20 | lmao so much trauma | csa, cocsa, emotional abuse, rape, not in any particular order | uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh | don’t follow/interact if you’re a m.ap / n.om.ap / n.sfw / d.dl.g / ki.nk / exclu.sionist / t.er.f / r.adf.em (Forgot to add but even if you’re an “s..fw” l.it.tle or k.in.k blog I’m still uncomfortable thanks) | age regressing due to trauma and/or system littles are a-ok though | idk I block liberally | still in an abusive home yeet | 🚿- grandma (ick) 👁‍🗨- parents 🔳🔇- Her 💫 - a specific toxic friend
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As a depressed/suicidal teenager, I find hope in the fact that once I’m an adult it will be much easier to access substances to abuse

Note: I do not glorify or condone substance abuse or suicide, I just hate myself
#what a mood#traumatiqueue
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(TW) csa symptoms that are not talked about (let me know if you are struggling with this):

  • re-living some aspects of the abuse (feeling uncomfortable, aroused but scared, having intrusive thoughts and memories) every time you have to go to the bathroom
  • sick fantasies, attraction towards pain, humiliation, control or being controlled, rape fantasies, really cruel and twisted fantasies
  • feeling disgusted with yourself because of the sick fantasies, wondering what is wrong with you and if you’re some sort of monster for imagining that
  • trying to desperately stop the fantasies but eventually giving in and feeling guilty
  • trying to have normal fantasies but in the end most of them re-enact abuse in some way (one person is in power over another, something is forced against your will, you are pressured or forced into something, your assent is ignored or dismissed, one person is using another as an object or service, there’s manipulation, humiliation, abuse, violence and pain involved, the situation is one of obligation to have sex and not done out of true desire for intimacy)
  • losing your ability to refuse or reject someone when in sexual situation
  • losing your ability to say no or defend yourself in a sexual situation
  • losing your ability to speak in a sexual situation
  • even if you desire intimacy once in a sexual situation you find yourself just waiting until it’s over and doing anything to end it faster
  • inevitably feeling fear and strong possibility of getting hurt in a sexual situation
  • feeling like a child in a sexual situation
  • re-living all the emotions you felt during sexual abuse, in any sexual situation
  • feeling terrified of sex in general, but still craving it
  • belief that sex is the only true form of intimacy and feeling awful and destroyed for not being able to share that with anyone anymore
  • belief that nobody will want you like this and that you’re irreparably damaged
#what a mood#traumatiqueue#🔳🔇#🚿
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