lowkey waiting to see if you, dazai, and chuuya become a thing 🌝😗
Amira are you praying for my downfall??
did you have an ‘oh shit’ moment over dazai while watching bsd? 👁️
Hmmm unlike some of my favs i don’t think there was a single oh shit moment. It was more a series of little moments though i could tell he was my type as it became apparent he was a deeply intelligent man who acts silly to conceal his own deep hurt. I’m a sucker for a menace it seems like.
That and what really sealed the deal for me i think was seeing him being a mentor for atsushi. Seeing that under all the antics he really does care even if he tries to put some emotional distance between himself and others.
I talked a little bit about it in another post but i also think he’s someone i would have very deep and seemingly morbid conversations with easily. I’ve always been fascinated by death and how it’s treated and viewed across different cultures. And i think we’d be able to talk about the concept of what makes a good death and what that means to an individual and how it relates to having a good life, just as an example.
We’d get weird looks in the office i think…
my precious pixie i’m sending you all the love and comfort in the world. me n your blorbos are piling on top of you with warm blankets and snacks. we’re gonna watch all the comfort movies you want! and you can and should cry as much as you want too!! i only know your stepdad theough what you’ve shared on here, but i can tell he was an amazing person, and the times you shared together are so special 💛💛💛💛💛💛
Thank you so much amira, i hope you’re ready for a combo of a muppets Christmas carol, the hobbit and a few ghibli movies because that’s what you signed up for. 🥺
My step dad is honestly why i am who i am today. He was an incredibly kind man who’d give his neighbor the shirt off his back and looked after those around him. He was my rock and was my only parent to accept me when i came out as trans (and he guessed i was bi before i even came out as that) he showed me what a good man and father truly are.
I could tell you so many stories about him, enough to fill a book probably. But he was the silliest and kindest man i knew.
Annnd i’ve made myself cry again but i think it’s a good cry
i know what you are
I CAN EXPLAIN
…i am weak and gay over him
i can’t form much wordwise right now, and i know your heart is hurting too, so i’m coming by and wrapping you in my thickest fleece blankets and love right now. 💛 no pressure to respond
I don’t which of us is which though i was crying more than i’ve cried in a very long time earlier today. I’m cuddling you super tight Amira and i hope you know i’m happy to have you here and always appreciate your messages
will you tell me some more about your hsr sona? 🎤
I'd be happy to! Some of this will be featured in my Aventurine fic that i'm planning but that's gonna take a bit.
Some of the basics for my HSR sona are
Path: Abundance (meaning i'm a healer!)
Combat type: Imaginary
Faction: Astral express
Rarity 5*
My weapon when I fight is a plant themed scythe(which very much fits with abundance themeing) That i use to steal health directly from the enemy to heal my allies
As for actual lore currently I'm from an unamed planet where i came from a settlement in a cold region surrounded by evergreen forests! There comes a point where i'm forced to leave (details redacted to not spoil my fic i'm working on) and my memories are left a bit fragmented but not gone. I end up being picked up by the express crew and quickly settle into the role of healer during missions. I spend a lot of my time in the archives with Dan Heng since I find the room comforting and Dan Heng is good company. Though I get on well with everyone on the express. I'm known amongst the crew for always being willing to lend an ear and fix a warm drink or make a snack for someone who needs it. This extends to guests of the express too. Normally.
At some point in our journey I also strike up a kind of friendship with Veritas when he starts visiting the express even though initially I found him rude and wanted to kick him in the shins. But slowly the Doctor wins me over and I find conversations with him fascinating.
So imagine my surprise when seeing him again on Penacony, even more surprising is meeting a certain IPC executive who sets off an achingly familiar feeling in my memories that are just out of reach. Is it my imagination or did he seem surprised to see me for a moment?
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Alrighty so this was a little all over and is a bit of a preview for my very self indulgent xreader fic i'm going to write for Aven (which may have hints toward future poly with Veritas)
There are slight variations to my lore for myself depending on the selfship i'm thinking about but this hits the main points
💕💋💋 what is my royal stunning pixie up to today?
Ahhh hiii Amira! 💕
I'm taking it easy today! I might draw since i wanna keep working on my HSR sona's flash art but otherwise i'm planning a mellow day. I might also go for a walk once it starts getting dark to see if ant of my neighbors have started putting up their halloween decorations since some of them set up their yards really fun and spooky.
What about you? What are you up to?
i’m proud of you for crying and letting those emotions out, especially after what you went through 👏🏾💛
Ahhh thank you, amira! 🥺 I really do appreciate you saying so. It hasn’t been easy but with therapy and the community i’ve found on here i’ve been able to heal over time. I feel like i can say i’m in a good place now
goooood morning to my favorite pixie! can i please have a rossi x aventurine fact for the day?
Goodmorning (or rather early afternoon now) Amira! I hope you're well today 💕
Ooh so a fact for Aven and I. So i was actually really nervous to cook for him for the first time! Early on he always insists on taking me to fancy restaurants when we eat together (the kind where i can't look at the bill or i'll disintegrate on the spot out of sheer horror) but eventually i work up the nerve to invite him over for a cozy date in. I love taking care of people and cooking for them and so i'm super nervous for the meal to go well and for him to like it at least.
I try to not be too weird about watching him take his first bite expectantly. My worries were for nothing because it only take a moment for a delighted look to take over his features. Later that date ends with us cuddled up and him admitting how nice it was to have someone make him a home cooked meal for the first time in well... he honestly can't remember. While hiding my face in the crook of his neck I tell him i'd be more than happy to make him many more meals like this one in the future. He smiles into my hair and tells me he'd really like that.
(maybe i'll write a proper lile fic for this one later)
do you have jewelry picked out for your new piercing??
Hi Amira! 💕 i don’t have anything picked out to be honest. To start i’m just gonna wear what they give me which will be a plain one with surgical steel and an extra long bar to accommodate swelling. I think once it’s healed i’ll get different color barbell jewelry for it though! (They seem like the easiest to keep clean for something that’ll be in my mouth. I don’t want any weird shapes that’ll catch debris)
hi rossi babes!!❣️ and 💭 for your selfship of choice please!
Hiii Amira! Ooh lets see.. i’ll start with Kaeya because honestly that one had the most pining when we were younger
❣️describe a time one of you almost took a chance at making a move on the other, only to chicken out. : when we were younger perhaps around 15-16 and we snuck off to get away from everyone for a bit and just look at the stars together at starsnatch cliff. We’d been laughing and talking and i was catching my breath when i realized Kaeya had gone quiet. When I looked over at him he was gazing at me so softly and twirling a cecelia flower that it made my heart stutter. They’re a flower that’s often shared between lovers in mondstadt. He stopped twirling it when I caught his gaze, and with a slight tremble to his fingers he began to reach forward to tuck it into my hair- only to stop short when Diluc’s voice cut through the night calling for us both. The flower fell limply from his fingers and was caught on the wind to be carried over the cliff’s edge. The moment was lost when Diluc fully came into view and we wouldn’t talk about that night for several years. In part because I would run away to sumeru shortly after that night for unrelated reasons.
💭 who daydreamed about the other more often? What did they think about most?
Oh this is tough! A toss up really.
I think he thought about me, especially after i left, far more than he let on. Sadly I think he often wondered what would have happened if he’d had the courage to confess to me that night. Would i have gone to him instead of running away from mondstadt? He knows he and his family would have done all they could to give me a safe place yo stay. What would it have been like if he’d tucked that flower in my hair and then leaned in to kiss me like he’d wanted to. Would my lips have been soft? What would the kiss have tasted like? Would i have stuck by his side after his falling out with Diluc?
And my thoughts would be similar in truth. I’d wondered what he’d wanted in that moment with that delicate flower gently grasped in his already training roughened finger tips. Should i have pressed him when we next had a moment alone? And then once i was gone i would miss him terribly. Wanting to be by his side. Did i make a mistake? Would he forgive me for leaving if i ever went back?
Thankfully for the both of us I never forget the boy with a starlight eye who was my bestfriend as a child and eventually the winds truly do carry me home.
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Ahhh sorry this one ended up a little drabble-like
You caught me while i was listening to a kaeya themed playlist and drawing him
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Hi amira! I hope you’re well. I’m jumping on this a bit quickly but for your pokemon vibes how about me and Aventurine?
rossi & aventurine are dragon and fairy! dragon claw- the user slashes the target with huge, sharp claws to inflict damage. facade- this move's power is doubled if the user is poisoned, burned, or paralyzed. future sight- two turns after this move is used, a hunk of psychic energy attacks the target. make it rain- the user attacks by throwing out a mass of coins. this also lowers the user's sp. atk stat. money is earned after the battle.
Ahhh I legitimately love this Amira. It feels very fitting. Especially the addition of the move “make it rain” being a perfect match for Aventurine’s canon ult in game. Thank you so much for taking the time to do this 💕
!!!!! ROSSI! i feel like! at some point! you mentioned that hoyo made certain choices with wriothesley's character model and outfit that contribute to how BEEG he looks, etc. and i was wondering! if you'd like to elaborate on that? 🎤👀
Oh gosh I can certainly try! No promises on how much sense I'll make. Let me just -pulls up a picture of him-
Now you just stand there and look handsome. Amazing job. So Genshin uses set character models and they come in different categories. For male playable characters they come in "Tall" and "Short" but the models themselves don really contain body variation. It's all about the clothes and how they use colors and patterns to break up their shape! Wriothesely is arguably the largest male appearance wise. (while neuvi might be the tallest looking of the tall models)
(full breakdown under the cut)
The seams in Wrio's vest do a lot of the heavy lifting here in how they guide your eyes up and out toward his shoulders. Same for the lapels of the vest. Not only that but the dark panels of the vest on his side give an illusion of even more weight and thickness. There looks like there's somthing to grab onto there. Also note the extra bit of dark paneling between the deltoid of his shoulder and the space leading to his neck. This further pushes your eye outward. Those slight breaks of darker color do a lot of heavy lifting of informing how we take in his form. The collar of his shirt and cuffs of his sleeves once again draw your eye outward.
hiiiii my pixiepop!! i’d love to know more about your selfship with aventurine 💛 how do you two meet?!
Hiiii Amira! I feel a bit embarrassed sharing because maybe it's a bit cringe. But then i reminded myself cringe is dead.
Aventurine and I met because I can't mind my own business when someone's in trouble to be perfectly blunt. I meet him while he's on a trip for work for the IPC and I happen to be traveling through that area. He's in a situation where he thinks his luck really has finally failed him until I step in. Because again I can't seem to mind my business when someone is in trouble. I help him out of his predicament and get him to a safe place to heal his injuries (my path in hsr is abundance which basically means i have healing powers)
I pretty much end up accompanying him for the rest of his work trip, since in the process of protecting him the first time i ended up putting a big fat target on my back. We watch out for eachother, and end up enjoying eacother's company more than either of us expected, well more than he expected. We part ways once it's time for him to return to the IPC and I decide I should move along as well.
You'd think it end there. Ships passing in the night.
And then Penacony happens. We hadn't see eachother in around a year, perhaps a lil more. Shortly after meeting him I'd ended up joining the astral express crew, so when they made their way via invitation to penacony so did I. I was was running a bit behind since Himeko asked me to grab something off the train for her so I arrived shortly after Aventurine made his appearance.
The circumstances aren't ideal but when I greet him with genuine excitement you can see a bit of the tension run out of his shoulders even as the rest of the astral express crew looks on in surprise.
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So this ended up being a bit of how we met once, said goodbye and then met again!
idk if you’re still having trouble with links, but i updated my app and now i can click on links properly (mine also stopped working lol)
Thankfully they started working for me again today! Thanks for checking 💕 guess it was a maintenance issue
look!! aventurine nendo in the works!
https://www.instagram.com/p/C6AtMnJIyP2/?igsh=M2ZmZHY0ZGI5dWQ4
AHHHHHH HE! Thank you for the heads up!
who would rossi date?
wriothesley vs. neuvillette
Ahhhh Amira this is actually the hardest one. I like both of them for different reasons and have actually thought of them in polyship terms before. but if I can only have one...
I think Wrio might be a better fit for me one on one. And I honestly wouldn't mind staying in the fortress with him. It would likely be good for my health issues honestly. I would be dragging his butt away whenever i could though to go to the surface and go to the forest or eating out as a treat. But we spend a lot of evenings drinking tea and listening to records in his office. He convinces me to stand on his boots while he slow dances us around the office
This genuinely was a tough one though because I do like both characters so much. I just think I might get a lil lonely with just neuvillette considering how much he works, unless i can get him to take more time for himself and for me.