I'm fucking tired
My legs feel wobbly when sitting
I know it means my legs are unstable and I'm more at risk to fall
I had tried leaning on my partner today
But he basically told me I'm ungrateful and don't want to do anything for myself when he doesn't feel up to helping me
I'm fucking tired
And still hungry
So i did what I needed to do to be able to feed myself
I scooted backwards on my butt with my arms and abs across the floor from our bedroom to the kitchen.
Put the handle of the bag of grapes in my mouth and scooted back
He accused me of doing it to make a point
I did it because falling while pregnant could kill our child and not eating enough could hurt our child
But I'm ungrateful dramatic and lazy yea?
I wish I could just will myself not to need assistance on bad days like he thinks I can.