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#so I 'came out' as an evanstan to my friend and it didn't go well lol#she's a seb fan and been honest with me since day 1 that she doesn't like chris#and i was like that's fine since we have a lot in common and since she respects that i love Chris#but idk how one convo let to another and she was like i hate evanstan people#and i was like i am evanstan people#she was like excuse me what? i was like yes i am and it's the truth#it was few weeks ago and ever since#our chats don't feel the same anymore#like i feel the tension#and that it's like she doesn't want to talk to me anymore#even tho she follows me on twitter and honesty if anyone does follow me there#they know that it's not like I'm hiding my evanstan side#idk what or how to feel#and maybe I'm just overthinking#maybe it's just my period talking#idk#i’m 🙃🙃🙃