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when you think about it no wonder they called lucy the valiant, and i don't mean because she went to war. i mean because after the wars were over, she was the one on the battlefield, cordial in hand, tending to the dead and dying. she was the one with so many lives in her hands. she was the one having to make the call about who was gravely injured enough to be healed and who would keep suffering. lucy the valiant. lucy of the fire flowers. lucy of the healing hands. the queen who walked among the dying and tried to bring them back to life. how much must that wear on a person? on a little girl?

really, do you think peter's decree not to carry it into battle often was to spare the cordial, or to spare his sister?

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For Peter, Narnia was soaring towers and summer blue skies. It was the smell of horses and fresh bread and polish and leather. It was the wise murmuring of centaurs, the laughter of dryads, the wild dances of the fauns, the haunting melodies of the naids. It was silken, billowing tents of royal purple and lion gold, the clash of steel on steel, the smoky-sweet smell of a campfire. Narnia was racing through a forest, faster-faster-faster, heart thumping, blood rushing, wild glee bubbling up behind your throat. Narnia was flags flying, lions roaring, the distant beating of drums, the joyous satsifaction of knowing you've won - the image disappears and he's back home but Peter is beaming.

For Susan, Narnia was starry nights and crystal caves. It was tracing unknown constellations Tarva-and-Alambil and charting unknown seas. It was delegations and dignitaries and the grandest of balls and feeling oh so grown up. Narnia was running barefoot through stone corridors, the smell of perfume all jasmine-and-myrtle-and-nighttime-mist, secretive smiles and laughing eyes, a myriad of unexplored chambers, the flickering light of a fiery torch, the fairy-light touch of curling vines on her bare shoulder, the softest of fabrics pooling around her, falling to the floor, emerald green vivid against the warm buttery stone. Narnia was the straining pull of a bow string, the gleaming tips of arrows, the reassuring weight of an ivory horn in its place at her hip. Narnia was wind and winter bringing far-off friends to her doorstep. Narnia was crossing mountains and oceans and visisting exotic lands and learning foreign tongues. Narnia was dancing away the night with her dearest friends, swaying and twirling and spinning-spinning-spinning, the refracted light of the chandeliers scattering broken rainbows like beads- the memory fades and she's back home but Susan is shining.

For Edmund, Narnia was wet earth and dappled sunlight and fresh grass. It was picnics in golden fields, hanging upside down from aging rafters, cool water soothing wounded hands, four well worn coats folded in a trunk. It was obsidian chess pieces and marble chess boards, curling silver and intricate gold crowns, whorling patterns carved into leather saddles, a single lone lantern rising high above the surrounding forest. Narnia was magic and enchantments and making the impossible seem easier than breathing. Narnia was plumes of coloured smoke and sparks of metallic fire and the birth of hope and light. Narnia was ice and snow and an oppressive castle with sharp towers and terrible smiles and cruel whips and loss and loneliness and quiet sorrow Narnia was summer and life and Lucy playing the pianoforte in the evenings and Susan and Peter sparring in the mornings and Edmund buried under stacks of old books from dusk till dawn and Phillip scolding him for not getting enough sleep in one breath and badgering him for apples in the next- the dream is broken and he's back home but Edmund is laughing.

For Lucy, Narnia was a world in a world in a world. It was flying higher and higher and higher on the backs of griffins, and falling down down down to swim with the merfolk and going three rounds at the Battle of Beruna and emerging victorious, hair sweaty, face flushed. Narnia was ruby-red-umbrellas and coal-black-horses and crystal-clear-oceans and bright-joyful-laughter. Narnia was strong, supple boots and flowing white dresses and soft pink flowers caught in riotous golden curls. Narnia was dancing flames and fauns playing flutes and the softest golden fur imaginable. Narnia was home and hope and unconditional love and- the door opens and she's back home but Lucy is smiling.

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Kings & Queens

Peter: Magnificent, righteous, clear as the Northern skies; A strategist, brother and knight; Leader of his people.

Susan: Gentle, caring, bright as the Southern son; A lady, sister and peacemaker; Mother of her people.

Edmund: Just, thoughtful, deep as the Western wilds; A judge, brother and warrior; Protector of his people.

Lucy: Valiant, faithful, free as the Eastern seas; A friend, sister, and brave lioness; Beloved of her people.

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Lioness

I have always loved the “lioness” line, but I felt something different behind it tonight. 

Lucy is saying it sort of as a confession. Aslan says “you will help.” Lucy sees her little self, not even able to help her siblings in battle, not even allowed to go to the castle to help, who has to sit by herself in Aslan’s How because she’s too tiny- she sees this self, so different from Peter’s courage and force and determination, and her siblings’ strength, and she sees she’s not enough. 

She wishes she “was braver”. 

She must be scared. She must be feeling like she’s not cut out for this. She wishes she could face the upcoming challenge like her siblings. Aslan would be better using Peter, or Susan, or Edmund. They can all screw up their courage and go to battle, as fully-grown adults who can fight other adults. She’s not much help in battle. She’s little. She’s the one that has to be protected. 

But she is brave, when she has Aslan at her side. She’s not brave like Peter or Susan or Edmund. They have natural bravery, born for combat. Lucy is brave- valiant- because of her faith. She places no faith in herself, but sees her weaknesses- and trusts Aslan all the more. In the end, it’s not Peter or Susan or Edmund’s bravery that is most honorable, most important. It’s Lucy’s, because her bravery is faith.

This is why Lucy is a Lioness. This is why she is Valiant. 

I have always thought, Lucy is not Valiant because of herself. All her bravery comes from Aslan. I much prefer the book line, “Now you are a lioness,” to “If you were any braver…” for this reason. Aslan called her a lioness when she tells him she is ready to follow him. She makes no comment about being brave. She just knows she was wrong not to follow him before, and she knows it’s what she has to do now. When she is ready, she becomes a Lioness in his eyes. When she agrees to follow, (after burying her face in his mane, if I’m not mistaken, and taking in “lion-strength” from it,) that is when she is at her bravest. 

She is scared. She is little. She is gentle, before she is a warrior. But she knows Aslan is at her side again, and she knows she can do all things through him.

He’s all she needs to be brave. He is what makes her Valiant.

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