what would you have me do?

Gentle reminder that the human eye is naturally drawn by noise and movement, so the next time you walk into a crowd or a bit late into a lecture or something like that, they’re not staring at you or judging; it’s just an instinctive reaction that has nothing to do with you doing anything wrong.

This really helps my anxiety.

oh.

It’s literally a threat assessment/food gathering instinct. The steps your brain is doing, subconsciously. 

-Check to see if movement is lion in grass.

-Also check to see if possible game animal and edible. 

-No it’s just Dave getting into lecture hall a few minutes late. 

-That’s boring. 

-Lose interest. 

I like to believe that for a brief second, everyone looks at me thinking I might be a snack

I am a snack. Obviously.

Reasons why I’m not worried

1. God

hate hate hate that anxiety translates over into physical symptoms like what the fuck you're supposed to be a MENTAL illness

I can't believe I had proof of PTSD AND an actual Mari panic attack I am THRIVING TODAY

THATS THE BEST PART

Also several months ago I wrote a scene where Mari gets a panic attack in a yet unpublished chapter of Soft Like Sunshine and it's because of her fear of failure and letting people down and Adrien helped her ground herself and I FEEL LIKE VINDICATED ABOUT IT BRO

insane that some people are born sooooo talented and I was born with an anxiety disorder

bro shutup im making up scenarios in my head that will never happen

is this about anxiety or romance

both my guy