wordle 9/9
waiting for something to finally shake me awake
back into my body
i float down the hall, blink hard
the world stays foggy
overripe melon, i rot in my room
seep into the floor, let it be my tomb
flit back into memories, autopilot
jump off the cliff and hope it’s rocky
walk circles in my brain
give myself a wide berth
inner child full of shame
tried to kill her in church
holy water’s gone tepid
i dump out my mug
it’s too late to step in
there’s liquid in my lungs
keep on swiping my debit
account’s always in the red
don’t believe in heaven
can’t stop living my life like i’m already dead