ren-from-mars reblogged
born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or
#the constant uphill struggle#even when i fully warn people like hey. if you get me started on this i probs wont stop i have a lot to say#and they go no no i want to hear it#then tune out 30 seconds in#but hey some people will absolutely get excited to hear abt things that i care abt even if they dont#my partner made me cry a lil very recently when i was like. hey there are actually so many layers and nuances to this topic#but youll probs find it long and boring#and they fully said what is it i want to hear the long boring answer#four paragraphs later they then said sure is a lot but certainly not boring#and “but like i do actually think thats very interesting”#i fully wept#get you homies who love ur infodumping sessions and will infodump back (its a love language)#reblog#ren rambles#<- for the novel in the tags