This is incoherent, nonsensical word salad.
You insist your god is a mystery, which means it is not known, and then proceed to pretend you do know through “philosophy” and “science” (let’s leave aside whether you even know what either or does; whether you understand that you can’t validate things in an objective reality through merely philosophy). Such as “he must have used pure free will.” This is self-refuting. You can’t claim to know anything about your unknown god. You can’t defend your god’s absence by asserting its inscrutability, and then in the next breath make declarations about its nature.
This categorically cancels out your god.
Nevermind that you don’t get to pretend to explain a mystery by invoking an even greater mystery; that means your god explains nothing at all. Things that you claim as explanations have to actually explain. “Goddidit” is useless, both philosophically and scientifically. Which is how I can tell your claims about that are explicitly false. Your god of mystery, and vague and undefined “spiritual force” provides no explanatory power whatsoever, and is therefore not even an answer; what we call “not even wrong.”
By the way, is this the same “pure free will” he uses to endorse and enable his pedophile priests, rather than striking them down into pillars of salt? If he has “pure free will,” it cannotbe contingent upon human free will. And thus it is only by his free will choice that he does not answer the prayers of the victims subjected to their vile and predatory ministrations. If your god has “pure free will,” then there is nothing about the world that is not as it wishes it to be; it must, by definition, be singularly and wholly responsible for everything. Baby cancer, pedophile priests and all. Otherwise, you must be lying or mistaken. A god with “pure free will” that creates the world as we see it, which includes worms that must eat out the eyes of other creatures, such as humans, in order to survive, can only be evil, deranged or both.
“conclude must exist if matter, time and space exist.” Um, no. People actually study cosmology. You clearly know absolutely nothing about it and have only juvenile magical thinking to sustain your childish Santa-like delusions. Your ignorance about the natural world around you is not evidence for a god, it’s just evidence you wasted your time at school, or never attended in the first place.
Science deals with evidence and the natural world. Claiming that it can be known by science requires you to actually produce your evidence. Except you can’t, and you won’t. Because you rambled about “spiritual force,” whatever that means, which is entirely unscientific, and then presuppose what you’re supposed to be proving in the first place, which is contrary to the rules of logic.
This, in particular, completely devastates your claim: “He is the essence of existence. His essence - his attributes - is existence itself.”
If your god is existence itself, then you can’t tell god from not-god, because in your definition, everything is god. If you can’t tell god from not-god, then there can be no evidence for your god, even in principle, and thus no science can exist to find that god. A gun with my fingerprints on it is evidence because a gun without my fingerprints on it is not evidence. As soon as you say that everything, all existence, is your god, you’re saying that every gun exists already with my fingerprints on it. Which means presenting a gun with my fingerprints on it is completely useless.
And if “nothing existed therefore nothing was a factor in his act of creation” then your god is nothing. If your god is not nothing, then something can exist without creation. Which means you have an irreconcilable problem here. The universe can exist without your god, your god must have been created, or your god is nothing. To claim anything else is a fallacy of Special Pleading.
You’ve erased your god because you don’t understand evidence, science, or apparently, even philosophy. Otherwise you would know how to construct a valid argument. But you haven’t.
And there is no science whatsoever that backs up any part of this delusional, contradictory, self-refuting and illogical rambling. None of it is consistent with any supported cosmological model, and is inherently unscientific as described. Science is precise and specific, and what you’ve ranted isn’t even coherent, much less precise or specific.
Go look up an actual cosmologist and watch an interview or presentation by them about the nature of the universe. Because while you’ve made a great charade of pretending to support science, that “science” is, like your bible, of your own personal interpretation.
I can change one word - “God” - to “Galactus,” “Barney the Dinosaur” or “The Invisible Pink Unicorn” and it will still make exactly as much sense.
But thank you for confirming to the world that your god doesn’t exist. Because you literally just described it exactly that way.
Non-believers are often challenged to “prove god doesn’t exist.” We don’t need to when believers do that for us. All we have to do is watch.