Me: "wow i am having a normal and productive day, i might actualy be able to have energy and get things done for once"
My mother: Tries to have a conversation with me and micromanage my life
Me: "okay guess ill be depresed and think about killing myself all day instead"
#tw suicidal ideation#tw suicide mention#but like#god i wanna die#or i want her to die#because i know that so long as we both live i will never be able to get away from her#i had hoped that college would fix it but seeing how my siblings college experience is going yeah no she wont even leave me alone then#hopefully ill be able to cut contact one day#or shell just die#or i should just kill myself next time im at the beach#whichever happens first i guess