This is just a me problem, but I'm going to stop feeling guilty about liking things, and feeling like I have to explain myself. I'll reblog whatever ships I like, whatever friendships I like, whatever found family I like, and I'm not going to explain myself.
I like shipping. Sometimes I like it less, sometimes I like it more, sometimes I get really into it, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I'm a bit romance and sex-repulsed, sometimes I am not.
I am not less of a person for shipping or not shipping, nor less aspec for either/or. I am very much sympathetic and aware of amatonormativity and other factors as an aspec, but I've somehow convinced myself that means I can't like shipping. Wrong.
I literally am just a person and I like what I like and I'm not going to keep policing my own mind like I have to be a certain way and fit a certain criteria to just fucking exist.
I spent last night stressed and depressed and wanting to die and cry over the dumbest fucking shit. So. This is hopefully an end to it.
I tag my shit, including ships, so either unfollow me or blacklist my tags if I happen to reblog content that isn't fun or nice to anyone's eyes. I try to keep stuff tagged for this reason.
This post isn't directed at anyone, this is just me... putting my foot down to myself. I need to take steps to work on my mental health and this is one of them. No one brought this on but me, I'm just tired of feeling this way.