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A.K.A my life but without the royal status • Rojev • 26 • she/her • multi-fandom • main blog: iamstillalarrie
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I got a question for Dean Winchester:

Why would you POINT OUT that Bernt and Ernie are gay when the next thing you say is for helping Cas getting laid as fast as possible before he dies?

Unless you wanted him to suggest you both do it, I see no reason for you to point out the puppets' relationship.

You see my struggle?

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...... Okay, I just googled "destiel cupid scene with arrow gay men supernatural" (bc I wanted to have a 'Dean and Cas looking at each other in warm/romantic lighting to make it look like they were yearning for each other' picture.. ya know, The Scene™?)

and found a picture that is a Tumblr post and says that when Cas and Dean were at the bar and Cupid shot her arrows at the two men nothing really happened other than them falling in love. But then after a few minutes they switch over to Cas by the Impala and Dean sitting in the opened trunk and the text poster pointed out that there were two arrows in the trunk???

They never ever eeeeever used arrows during their hunts??? Or arrows at all??? So how the fuck did two arrows land there in the first place??? And how the fuck didn't I realize this?

And also how didn't I notice that there were NEVER arrows on that particular place or in the trunk at all?

Does this mean they were shot already and that one scene with the romantic lighting was their moment of Cupid's effect? Or was there no effect because they were already falling in love? Because they didn't make a huge deal about this.....

I am crying again.... this keeps getting better and worse at the same time. Fml.

How do you even top that? The lighting technicians and Jensen and Misha did that on freaking purpose, man. I am gonna fucking cry wtf.

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War flashback #927292018292927281901 (at least that's what it feels like to me)

He said he wants to experience love for the first time...in a different way than before.... he confessed it to Father Delaney.... something he never does.

Also..... since when is loving someone a sin? It is when Christianity made being gay look like a sin (even though it's not a sin... it's more like a blessing tbh [I am gray... but I can see how happy people are when they realize they are gay and free to express themselves without being judged by their environment]).

Which means that Dean is concerned about being bi... aka he was internalizing biphobia so much that he had to confess it.

And he looked like he got rid of a heavy burden in his heart... and after this confession he was much more open towards Cas.

Coincidence? I think not.

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Dean is confessing to a Father:

He talks about women like it was a nice memory to think of because he was a player, a fuckboy, someone who was having too much fun and then he said "it makes me sick" just to have a confession (he rolled his eyes aka he doesn't believe in confessions making him clean his soul). And why he mentioned a girl called Gina? I have no idea. He could've mentioned Lisa or Robin but he didn't. So who is this Gina girl really?

And now to the real confession:

Dean is concerned about his lifestyle and his Mark of Cain effecting him too much (of course he didn't say that to the Father with these words but he is talking about it) and that he might die because of it but he isn't ready for that and he said before any of that he wishes he could just start over. And he said that his lifestyle could kill him in battle, just like that. Like one second he is there and the other he isn't. Oh, my poor babu.

And the Father asks him "But now?"

And Dean looks so forlorn, so sad, so hopeful, like he wishes for something.

And then he says:

"Now, ehm, recent... " *deeply inhales* "... events, er, made me think I might be closer to that than I really thought... " *fake smiles* "... and, I don't know! I mean, it's, y'know, there's things, there's people - feelings - that I-I'm- I wanna experience differently than I have been before.. or maybe even for the first time."

Is he talking about Cas? He was about to confess to the Father that he is in love with Cas but he stopped himself right there and changed his wording which essentially means the same if you look at the context.

He is in the confession box (I don't know what it's called... so I named it that) and he is practically telling the Father that he doesn't wanna die before he experienced love for the first time.

It's not like he didn't experience love. He did. But not like this, not with an angel, much less a man. But he wants to feel it, experience it and even wrap a wonderful world around it. Before he loses himself in the Mark. Before he dies. Before he has a chance to tell him and love him fully.

The Father then says:

"Go a little deeper, perhaps. (?) with Gina."

At the mention of Gina's name Dean looks down. Like that's not, who he was thinking about. That's not, who he meant. That's not, who he is talking about with such hope.

"Yeah..yeah,I'm starting to think that maybe there's more to it all than I thought."

More to your relationship with Cas? More to what you thought you felt for him? And you are starting to think? So... You finally noticed or just started thinking about the possibility of Cas liking you romantically? Or you liking Cas back?

And the Father said:

"Learning that there's more to the universe in your tiny world can be a frightening discovery. You truly believe in God, agent? Because that can be a comfort."

Dean then drops the bomb:

"I believe there is a God. But I am not sure he still believes in us."

Aka, even if God is real, he doesn't care anymore. Because God made him go down this awful path, this agony, this pain. And who is his comfort? Sam and Cas. And moreover it's Cas, because he gave the First Blade to him. He could've given it to Sam or Crowley but he gave it to Cas. The one thing that he trusts the most out of all three. So, him starting to think there might be more? Is a sign that he is making room for possibilities he never thought of before.

For the first time, he said. For the FIRST TIME.

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Another war flashback:

When Cas saved Dean and confronted him (he didn't even have to do that lol but I guess he wanted to show off his wings on Dean bc he is a turkey) and Dean went all wtf? why save me? that's not possible! and Castiel asked him why...

And went right onto his biggest and saddest thought he ever had:

"You don't think you deserve to be saved."

Like, he didn't have to be that deep but he did it anyway. He figured out his deepest darkest thought and proved to him that he might know Dean better than his brother does. And Dean's face when he heard that? He was like damn you do know me well...

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