#txf#txfedit#john doggett#monica reyes#doggett x reyes#*#xf*#honest to god#the fact that this was the reasoning behind his skepticism#why he couldn't believe#fucking crushed me#this division of the fbi is his literal worst nightmare#because its filled with infinite possibilities#and he just cant deal with that#he cant deal with the idea that his son could still be alive#if he been more like mulder or monica#just fucking kill me#i dont need this