I'm on a Seddie fanvid spree

I haven't done a sad, depressed fanvid spree in FOREVER. Usually I watch happy Glee vids, and even when they're not happy they're nothing to really, truly be depressed over because the relationship was either illegitimate to begin with (Faberry) or I'm too mad at one of them to be more sad than angry about it (Finchel).

My best friend and I used to just stay up on AIM together and link each other to countless fanvids, usually Buffy, and watch them together back and forth until idk 4 or 5 AM sometimes. Or I'd just sit alone by myself after watching Seeing Red for the 50th time and watch Tara/Willow, Xander/Anya, Buffy/Angel fanvids until I couldn't cry anymore.

It sounds weird but I miss those days. It's like when you enjoy listening to sad music to put yourself in that mood, you know?

I am having one of those depressing fanvid powwows with Seddie right now, and I'm feeling nostalgic for the days when I used to do this ALL THE TIME, which is compounded on top of the already crazy strong nostalgia I always feel while watching iCarly because it's another thing I used to bond with people over and I've been watching it since 8th grade. I didn't even realize how long it's been since I had one of these fanvid marathons until I started crying during a Seddie vid, because no kidding during 9th and 10th grade it wasn't uncommon to find me in that exact position, at my desk in tears, at 4 AM on a school night.