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Hope for the 'Verse

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Rebecca, she/her. Librarian Firefly, Supernatural, Humor, Hope, and Whump!
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Captain Zoë Washburne stared out of the open cargo bay doors, her eyes darker than the clouds covering the sky.

Captain. It didn't feel right. Not when he was barely even a few hours dead.

There was a quiet scuff of shoes on the grill behind her and she turned, her eyes never leaving the greying landscape.

"C-captain?"

"What is it, doc'?"

He barely stumbled over the title and Zoë had to concede that it was slightly impressive.

"I... I just wanted to-" he sighed and the captain finally turned to look at him. His eyes were faintly red and he was fiddling with the cuffs of his sweater, wet patches staining the sweater a dark blue.

Thunder echoed through the ship, rain pinging off of the hull.

Simon avoided Zoë's eyes and took a deep breath.

"I wanted to say that, as the new Captain, I understand if you want me and River off of the ship-"

It was the last straw.

Without warning Zoë punched him and he fell to the floor with a thud barely audible over the rain.

Simon looked up at her and wiped at his split lip, his eyes wide.

"Bi zui," Zoë said harshly, "Let me make something very clear, doc'. You were part of Mal's crew. That means you're a part of mine too. If I didn't want you here, you'd be long gone."

She stuck out a hand and the doctor hesitantly took it. Pulling him up, Zoë handed him a handkerchief, watching as he wiped the blood away.

"We don't let go of our own," she added softly. " 'specially not after something like this. Dong ma?"

Slowly, Simon nodded. "Dang ran."

They stood like that for a while, the rain steadily increasing, creating a curtain of greys.

"Do you need me to look at that?" he asked and Zoë flexed her hand. It hurt but not as much as her heart.

She shook her head.

"It's fine, doc'. Go and be with your mei-mei and Kaylee. They need you."

Watching as he left, the new Captain of Serenity absent-mindedly rubbed over her raw knuckles, feeling better than she had before.

She now understood why Mal had always punched the doc'. It really did help.

In the distance, a figure staggered through the wind and rain, his brown coat the only colour for miles.

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If you had to choose

between you and me

who would it be?

It would always be you

When Simon woke up - why was his arm burning? - and saw Mal leaning against the wall, he should have known that they had gone too far.

"No. No," Simon mumbled, staring at him with wide eyes, "You - you're not supposed to be here."

Mal only continued to stare at him, his eyes unreadable.

"You were supposed to go away and keep her safe."

Like you were supposed to do?

Straining against the straps tying him to the bed, the needle in the crook of his arm shifting under his skin, Simon tried to reach the captain, trying to get him to understand. She needed to be safe-

His leg spasmed and the doctor howled. The bullet wound in his thigh had been reopened and blood sluggishly oozed down his leg, staining the sheets red. Dark puddles gleamed in the artificial lighting, the slow tink of liquids echoing through the room. The doctor wasn't sure if it was blood or the IV-

Men finding them at the market, telling River to run, throwing himself at them, fighting, watching as Serenity took off, screams, pain-

Everything clicked.

"You're not real," Simon whispered, glancing at the captain.

Something shifted and everything blurred, the colours running together, turning the whole room blue blue blue-

Two by two, hands of blue. He was beginning to understand why she cried.

Tell us where River Tam is-

Ge-ge? Simon?

Oh God, please no- she was supposed to be safe-

He tried to find the captain in the swirling colours but his eyes wouldn't focus, fire running through his veins, burning burning burning-

The last thing he saw before he passed out was Mal's disappointed eyes staring back at him, blue points in a blue sea. It felt like he was drowning.

The look reminded him of the last time he had seen Gabriel.

'I won't come for you'

The lights flashed, red and grey, red and grey, throwing shadows onto the walls.

(Shadows are people who just forgot who they are.)

Did he remember who he was?

His thought chased each other round and round-

Lost in the woods

no crumbs left,

running around in circles

Look behind you-

Everything hurt hurt hurt-

A door banged open, the sound of metal on metal echoing through the room. Too fast too loud too much-

"Zoë! In here!"

He forced his eyes open and brown filled his vision, making him want to cry. Why did he want to cry?

Drowsily, he tried to roll his head, trying to follow the flash of colour, forcing his eyes to focus.

Why wouldn't they focus?

Tired blue eyes met his and it felt like he couldn't breathe.

"C-can't, can't be here. Not real."

The hallucination bent over one his restrained wrists, frowning.

"Y'know doc'," it said, "that's a real funny way of saying 'thank you', but considering the circumstances, I'll let it slide."

He wasn't - couldn't - River -

"Easy, kid, she's safe. We got her."

(We got you)

Warm, calloused fingers undid the restraints, carefully, gently, brushing over the bloody skin the straps had left behind. Simon (he remembered, he didn't forget-) remembered why he wanted to cry.

Captain Malcolm Reynolds, blood trickling down the side of his face was real and he had come.

'I won't come for you.'

'You're on my crew.'

(The captain looked real in a way Gabriel never had.)

A burst of gunfire made them flinch, Simon hissing when his leg jostled.

Cursing, the captain rushed to the door and peered around the corner.

It felt like something inside Simon suddenly pulled taut and snapped, ice replacing the fire burning in his veins.

At the door the captain glanced back and cursed again.

"Hurry up Zoë!" he yelled, his voice too loud in the small room (he was cold, so so cold, why was he cold?) before rushing back to the bed, shrugging out of his browncoat.

Gently, he threw it over the doctor, the soft leather still warm. It smelled like Serenity.

It smelled like home.

"Stay awake doc'. That's an order, dong ma?"

The captain' voice drifted over the the sound of gunfire and screaming and the last thing Simon heard was Zoë clattering into the room, her soft voice mixing with the captain's.

He was safe safe safe-

If you had to choose

between your children

who would it be?

Her or me?

It would always be both

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Forced Surrender - Leader Whump

"I knew you'd come."

Whumper's lips curled into that familiarly sickening smile as the metal gate rolled back, creaking on its hinges as Leader approached.

"I'm here, so let them go," he ordered.

Whumper's fingers waved a vague motion to the henchmen behind, promptly followed by kicking and scrapping against the gravelled ground.

"Get the hell off me!" Teammate One shouted, jerking against their restraints.

Three froze in their tracks, eyes widening as they landed on Leader. "Leader? What are you.."

"We had a deal," Leader answered, steely gaze refusing to break under Whumper's tangible glee.

"What? No- You can't-"

He stood rigid as the henchmen pushed his team past him, holding Whumper's gaze as he got to his knees.

"Leader-" Teammate Two started, desperation seeping into their voice. "Leader, don't do this!"

He set his jaw, composing himself from his teammate's distant pleas as Whumper drew closer, cuffs in hand.

"Leader! Please!"

Leader let out a breath as he drew his wrists together, offering them up to Whumper. He closed his eyes as cold metal wrapped around his skin, the light click of the cuffs a death sentence.

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exhausted leader whumpee leaning their forehead against the wall, taking deep and unsteady breaths to force away the dizziness. feverish but leading regardless, directing their team with quiet orders. a pause between phrases to gasp in another breath, leaving them feeling more faint than before. but their team needs them. they can rest once everyone is safe, but for now, they close their eyes to focus, steady their trembling fingers, and lead their family to safety.

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characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

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New Whumpee who has never been whumped before volunteering to take a punishment for their former Whumpee friend and not being prepared for how horrible it is, screaming and crying and breaking under Whumper’s hands as their friend is forced to watch Whumpee get stripped of their innocence

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Worthless

“He wants to make a deal.” Caretaker’s tone was harsh and bitter and he nearly spat out the words. “Says we actually stole his property and wants it back. He’ll return Leader as soon as we give it back.”

“Oh, come on,” the team started bickering all at once. “It’s not his. We found it fair and square.”

“Who is this guy, anyway?”

Whumper, he said his name was.”

Whumpee froze when they heard the name. The conversation around them drowned out, was silenced by the memories swimming back to the surface. Everything flooded back at once; his voice, his laugh, his touch; the hands around their wrist, on their body, tightening around leather. The inevitable pain that always followed.

And they knew. They knew what this was about. He was not after the artefact they’d obtained.

“You know him?” Caretaker asked as he noticed Whumpee tense up.

They snapped out of it, pretending like they were deep in thought.

“No.”

“I bet it’s some sort of trap but--”

“No, I don’t think so,” Whumpee said, voice firm. “We have something of his, he has something of ours. It’s a simple deal.” They eyed the little statue. 

Stolen property. They silently scoffed at that. But yeah, of course he would regard a rescue as a freaking burglary.

“Just give him what he wants?” Caretaker mused.

Whumpee smiled, knewing fully well exactly what he wanted. “It’s worthless to us anyway. Let him have it.”

Caretaker played around with the little artefact in his hands. Worthless it certainly was not, that much Whumper proved by taking such drastic measures such as kidnapping and ransom... But he had to admit, it was worthless to them. And certainly not worth a life.

“Yeah, okay.”

“I’ll go,” Whumpee volunteered with confidence. “I’ll make sure he returns Leader safe and sound.”

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The whumpee was someone that nobody wanted to rescue, either because they were a villain, or their team just didn’t trust them- either way nobody was going to help the whumpee and they knew it. Despite this the whumpee refuses to give the whumper any information they could use against the people they cared about, those people may not care back but the whumpee still wants to keep them safe.

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Anonymous asked:

Vampire hero who had an inmense urge, to drink blood and was basically going insane, whimpering, screaming to be fed, but was captured in a special cage so they wouldn't hurt anyone?

But villain couldn't stand it and without thinking too well, they let the hero bite them (plus if villain felt a lot of pain) can b angsty/hurt/comfort

tw: blood drinking, captivity

No one was allowed inside the cage.

Hero had lost sense of how long they had been in there, but all they could think about was the blood, and the pain. The hours they would spent writhing on the floor, their throat and their stomach feeling like it was being ripped apart by their own claws. Hunger was agony, and it was spreading through their veins like a parasite.

The swelling in their gums and the piercing shots through their skull had made them crazy, frenzied, like the organisation was housing a wild animal. A wild, dangerous animal.

Blotches of Hero’s skin were full of scratches, where their nails had dug into their flesh to ease the pain. Littering their neck, their arms, their face. They would scar their hands from tearing at the cages bars, smacking themselves against it, flinging themselves across the cage in an act of desperation to escape.

Some days, they would be crying, sobbing, whimpering under their breath and curling up into a tiny ball, and others they would be screaming, growling like an animal, attacking their confinement with such violent verocity.

Hero was long gone, and what was left was an animal, with nothing but the craving of blood on their mind and tongue.

Villain couldn’t bear to watch anymore. They’d snuck into the room without their superiors knowing, and it stung to see the hero shaking on the floor, nails digging into their scalp, breathing like a wounded prey. They would groan and mumble incoherently under their breath, before rolling onto their side and jerking like they’d been stabbed.

Fear pricked at the back of their neck. “Hero?”

There was no response. Nothing but a gutteral groan, like something was wedged in their stomach. Villain swallowed, trying to keep their composure. The key was like fire in the palm of their hand as they slid in into the lock, twisting it slowly. It clicked, and opened, and Villain stepped inside silently.

They went to roll up their sleeve, prepared to let the Hero bite them, but they lunged.

Like a brick wall slamming into them, Villain smacked against the bars of the cage and was sent crumbling to the floor, a breathless gasp on their lips. Hero’s hands were grabbing their clothes with a vice grip, their teeth bared and their eyes wide.

The villain didn’t have time to cry out before there was a blinding hot pain in their neck, and the Hero was jostling them violently in their grip, yanking them closer. Their mouth opened in a silent scream as their vision went white with agony.

They hadn’t expected it to hurt so much, but the hero’s teeth were sinking down so savagely and deeply into their flesh that Villain was itching to push them off. Ripping their teeth from their neck, Hero gasped loudly and immediately twisted Villain’s head, piercing their teeth into the other side of the neck.

Villain gripped their shoulders with trembling hands and pinched their eyes shut, feeling their vision start to blur. Wooziness pooled into them and soon they could barely find the strength to move.

“Hero...” They choked, and it hurt too much to move. “Hero, you’re going to kill me.”

The vampire pressed themselves closer, chest against chest, the words falling on deaf ears. Villain gasped as another flare of pain ripped through them, their face twisting into a grimace.

It had been a stupid idea. But maybe, as long as the hero felt better, even for a brief moment, they would be fine with it.

It hurt when they felt the hero’s teeth sliding out of their neck, and it hurt even more when the pressure of their tongue pressed against the wounds, lapping at the blood. Hero lifted their head, panting, their disheveled hair falling in front of their face.

Villain’s vision was fading in and out, but they saw the hero’s eyes, wide and bloodshot. Yet unlike before, they could see something glinting in those pupils, softening with affection and then sharpening in fear. They were still battling with their need for blood.

“Villain...?”

Their voice was throaty and quiet. The criminal managed a smile, simply happy their Hero was back.

“Yeah...” Their tongue felt thick and their mind was drowsy from the blood loss. “...s’me.”

The hero released them, and the villain couldn’t help but chuckle in an odd sense of triumph. The vampire lifted a hand to their lips and glanced at the blood, the collumn of their throat bobbing.

Villain barely lifted a finger. “You wanna...” Their head fell to the side, groaning. “...clean up the mess?”

Hero was trembling. “I-I need...I need to help you.”

“But, you’re still–still hungry, right?”

The hero looked stung, their eyes pinching slightly. Their stomach tingled and stabbed softly, making them wince. “I can control it. I-I stopped myself, I’ll feed later, Villain—”

They looked shaken to their core, regret slamming into them. “Villain, I’m so sorry.”

The villain closed their eyes. “...s’fine. I don’t mind. I don’t...” Everything was spinning, and their eyes were going glassy. “Don’t care.”

The hero could hear the rapid decline of their heartbeat, and they wasted no time in bundling the criminal into their arms, adjusting to a slither of their strength being returned.

They were going to get them both out of here, no matter what.

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Choose II

By request of @utopian819

Warnings: torture, captivity, restraints, waterboarding

Team Leader’s body continued to spasm long after Whumper removed the cattle prod from their side. They had tried to keep their face calm and not make eye contact with their team as Whumper had shocked them again. But they could hear Smallest Team’s hitch in breath, hear Teammate One strain forward. They wouldn’t let them know what protecting the team had cost them. They wouldn’t let Whumper win. 

“Oh Team Leader, I have always longed for this day. And now that I have you, where do I even begin?” Whumper surveyed Team Leader through narrowed eyes. 

“Get bent. Final answer.”

“What did you say to me?”

Team Leader inhaled. “I said. Get. Bent.”

Whumper glared down at Team Leader. “That’s what I thought you said.” Without another word, they spun on their heel and left the room. 

Team Leader let out all the tension in their body and slumped in their chair. “Team Leader!” Came a chorus of voices from across the room. 

Team Leader looked up at their team and gave them a wan smile. “Hey gang.”

“Team Leader why did you do that?” Teammate One’s low timbre was filled with concern. 

Team Leader chose to ignore the question. “Are you all ok?”

“Yeah, but we won’t be if we have to keep watching Whumper torture you to death.” Smallest Teammate’s worried face went from each teammate until landing on Team Leader.

Team Leader sighed. “They’re not going to torture me to death.” Yet. Team Leader knew that would happen eventually. But they would make sure that their team was out before then. So that they didn’t have to watch Team Leader die. It was the least they could do. 

Before Smallest Teammate could reply, the door banged open and Whumper returned with a hose, towel, and bucket. They connected the hose to a spigot in the corner and began to uncoil it carefully as they walked to Team Leader. “Let’s wash that disgusting mouth of yours out.” They kicked over Team Leader’s chair. 

Team Leader gasped as their whole body jarred with the impact. “What are you–”

Their words were cut off by the towel whipping their face. They snarled as Whumper turned the hose on full force and fired it into their face. Team Leader sputtered around the water. They felt like they were drowning, but they knew they weren’t. But they couldn’t fight the fear in their body. 

Whumper turned off the water. “Now what was it you wanted to say to me?”

“Get. Bent.”

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Choose

Warnings: captivity, electrocution, torture, restraints, self-sacrifice

“You have to choose now, Team Leader. Make your pick.” Whumper circled Team Leader’s chair. They had restrained Team Leader to the chair at the arms, wrists, around the middle, and ankles. There was no way Team Leader would escape this time. 

“No,” Team Leader thrust their chin out defiantly. They would not be a party in the torture and destruction of their team. 

Whumper smiled darkly and thrust the cattle prod into Smallest Teammate’s side. Smallest Teammate screamed as their body jerked uncontrollably. They slumped over, panting, once the shock had subsided. “Choose, or I’ll choose for you. And though Teammate Two is very pretty, I do like the looks of Smallest Teammate. So delicate. I wonder how long it would take for them to break?”

Team Leader growled. “No.”

Whumper waved the cattle prod in the air. “Make. Your. Choice.” Each word was punctuated by a prodding of Team Leader’s teammates. Teammate One tried to not scream, but their shout became louder once it escaped. Teammate Two whimpered and whined after the shocks had subsided. And Teammate Three never broke eye contact with Whumper as Whumper shocked them. Smallest Teammate continued to breathe heavily as they looked on in horror. 

Team Leader would not sit by while their team was tortured. “I choose me.”

“What was that?” Whumper turned around and stared at Team Leader, their head cocked to the side. “What was your choice.”

Smallest Teammate shook their head at Team Leader. Team Leader tried to nod reassuringly at Smallest Teammate as they spoke. “Me. I choose me.” Team Leader returned Whumper’s gaze, putting all the rage and hatred in their eyes. 

Whumper broke into their biggest grin yet. “Oh. Oh that is an interesting choice. And one I did not offer you. Hmmmm,” they pondered as they circled the team. 

“Me. Break me. Let them be and I’ll do whatever you want. I’ll let you do whatever you want.” Team Leader tried to keep the desperation out of their voice. They tried to sound as calm and collected as they had been before they had fallen for Whumper’s trap and led to the capture of their team. They were anything but calm, but they knew it would bait Whumper.

“I am breaking you.” Whumper stopped short of Team Leader’s chair. “But, I have always wanted to break you body, mind, and soul. So, I guess that is the best choice. You it is.” Whumper waved their cattle prod around again. 

“Ah-ah, before you get to take me, you have to make me a promise.” Team Leader needed to be sure their choice left their team unharmed.

“What is it, Team Leader?”

Team Leader didn’t look at their team. But out of the corner of their eye, they could see the collective looks of horror and dismay as their team looked on, pleading with eyes to not make this choice. They took a break. “You cannot harm my team. You have to make sure their needs are provided for and you have to let them go.”

“I’ll agree to the first two, the last one, not a chance. I need others to bear witness to your undoing, Team Leader.”

Team Leader opened their mouth in a snarl, ready to fire off a response, but Whumper silenced them as they pressed the cattle prod into their exposed ribs. “You are in no position to bargain, Team Leader. I’ll humor you on the first two, but your team is not leaving this place until I am done with you. But, rest assured, they will be unharmed physically, and all their needs cared for.”

Team Leader glared as their body convulsed around them. They didn’t open their mouth to give Whumper the satisfaction of their scream, but the pain was intolerable. They nodded, not trusting their voice to speak. 

“Then let us begin.” Whumper smiled as they thrust the cattle prod into Team Leader’s side again. 

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Heir of the Sword- 14- Mercy of the Mob

This is a series, Masterlist Here

TW: captivity, dehumanizing, aftermath of torture, food, restraints, death mention, violence mention, broken bones mention

Audren accepted Johanna’s help to raise his head from the mattress and drink what turned out to be a beef soup. It was simple, and hot, and right then it might have been the most delicious thing Audren had ever tasted. There was very little he could do for himself, with his wrists above his head, chained to the whitewashed stone wall of the bare cell.

“If you won’t let me thank you, at least know that I appreciate the help in getting something to eat,” he tried.

Johanna’s tired face was hard to read, her expression layered.

“How did you come to serve Nessia?”

She blinked at him, surprised out of her thoughts. “What?”

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