they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined
People worrying is their fic is too self indulgent like....... that is the point of fanfiction. You are supposed to indulge . Every fic is self indulgent
Indulge in the thing you want. Do it more. Have all the cake. That's the entire point.
People who don't hyperfixate will never know the slightly horrible, completely impossible-to-replicate feeling of being so intensely invested in something it possesses you, takes over your waking thoughts and rides some weird line between being excited, anxious, and stressed as hell while still being entirely some other beast.
DOCTOR WHO (2005) - The Star Beast
「 sometimes I think about how Adrian was introduced as the total himbo fuckboy that just wants to drink and have a good time. and yet, when sweet, innocent, underaged Jill began to hang out with the group, he not only didn’t complain, try to ditch her, or even be creepy with her… he was the only one who went into full on big brother mode and made sure she felt included, was happy, and even left the parties to walk her safely back to her dorm at night.
and honestly, if you don’t know anything about the VA series or Adrian, that’s really all you need 」
both adrian and dimitri, respectively
“Why not see which is brighter your aura or the sun?”
— Adrian Ivashkov (about Sydney Sage), The Golden Lily
I just really wanted to make the angstiest adrian ivashkov aesthetic I could
ya lit ships ♡ ROSE HATHAWAY + ADRIAN IVASHKOV
“You’ve asked me out tons of times.“ "Not really. I’ve made inappropriate suggestions and frequently pushed for nudity. But I’ve never asked you out on a real date.”
( adrian ivashkov + rose hathaway )
“Rose Hathaway, I can’t wait to see you again. If you’re this charming while tired and annoyed and this gorgeous while bruised and in ski clothes, you must be devastating at your peak.” “If by ‘devastating’ you mean that you should fear for your life, then yeah. You’re right.” I jerked open the door. “Good night, Adrian.”
why do you ship rose and adrian??? why not sydrian
i think part of the reason is i really couldn’t get into the bloodline series. i love sydney but honestly, i loved vampire academy because of rose. besides that, i think rose and adrian offer an interesting dichotomy that remove dimitri from the picture. i’m pretty anti-rose and dimitri at this point in my life. he admitted to liking her when she was only 17 years old, and he was her teacher. i think, even when she comes of age and rescues him, it’s an unbalanced relationships that has tones of being slightly predatory. adrian of course is older than rose as well, but he never held any power over her, not in the teacher or boss sort of way. they’re also much closer in age, and overall, just not as problematic in that sense. i also think they challenge each other, rose pushes adrian to be the hero she knows he can be, and adrian offers more blunt opinions that keep rose grounded. his advice comes from a place of a friend. dimitri chastising rose comes from the place of a teacher.i love sydney. i love adrian. i can understand why people see them together. but the fact is, i love vampire academy and i hated bloodlines. so gimme rose and adrian bettering each other and having fun and not worrying about the same things that someone like dimitri brings to the picture.