So there was this thing I got the idea for this year, but as I've been super stressy and procrastinate-y, it's not happening this year. It's the 15th of November. I'm writing day three. I wanted it all done by December 1st so I could just have them queued up to post every morning and not worry
But now, I'm giving myself a year. . . So long as I remember. I wasn't joking when I said I had a kinda big project planned out
Seeing that one of my favorite acotar blogs reblogged something of mine the MOMENT I opened this app was not what I had in mind, but it's making my little gremlin heart happy. Bestie has kept me going for the last month between kinktober and Azriel appreciation week and she doesn't even know it 😭💙
(I did boop her and tell her she was awesome that one time and she replied, then booped me back. Guys, I promise I'm not weird. . . Okay, not that weird)
With no context, this line doesn't have as much weight, but I'm over here tearing up because of it
"Run, Lily. Run until you can smell the fresh blossoms of Spring. Run and don't look back."
And honestly, I'm using it. Admire it y'all, but no touchy
Still riding that MD Renaissance Festival high from September when this guy and his friend approached me for directions and called me a Level 10 Maiden
Was it a compliment? It's possible. Did my brain take it as a compliment? Yes, yes it did.
Azriel, the stoic and mysterious Shadowsinger being reduced to a needy, whimpering mess beneath you because his hands are bound and he can't place them on your hips. . . And gods, you just felt so good around him. His shadows caress every inch of skin possible, leaving goosebumps in their wake, yet it only gives you motivation. . . The look in his eyes said there would be consequences, but you couldn't find it within yourself to care. Especially as another whimper fell from his lips.
That's it. That's the thought. You're welcome :)
Letting all my moots witness my spiral to insanity because I can't cross through a wall in the woods and hike all the way to the Night Court just to be railed by the Spymaster Shadowsinger with a massive wingspan. . . Sigh. . .
I'm just saying, all my problems would be solved. . .
