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no real dni as i think theyre fucking stupid. i'm pro para, pro fic, pro wtvr tf, just not pro contact. dont follow if you think my blog might upset you. close minded ppl & fake claimers fuck off. basic boundaries: i don’t fw srs sexualization of rape (not cnc), anything relating to animals or children (pet and age play don’t count) & detrans posting by cis ppl. pls don’t take anything i rbg or post on this account as any form of approval or support for genuinely harmful kinks. i talk about unsafe ideas that are fine to fantasize about but would be unsafe irl. know the difference & take good care of yourselves & sexual partners<3

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as far as you should be concerned, i don't have a name. call me null. he/it/hymn, subby, pre-everything (for now) ftm, 18, edgy loser. i'm an anti censorship, splatterpunk enthusiast. literally a star in a human flesh suit. werewolf loving, monster fucking, petplay and forcemasc obsessed freak. i practice the occult, tulpamancy, (maybe) satanism and whatever other shit i find interesting.

my gender and sexuality are beyond my and your comprehension. idk wtf is going on & neither should you. trans man/masc whos somewhere near the definition of omnisexual. masculine & androgynous pref & don’t typically find mainstream presentation of cis women attractive. transmasc, non binary, but also a man who still likes women in a gay way. i'm ambiamory.

mysterious undiagnosed issues ;-)c (possibly grandiosity, hypomania & adhd but idfc). i'm prone to borderline delusional thinking & often see myself as divine and angelic, i might come off as ungrounded and overly intense when experiencing this. this is not a thought pattern that can or will be changed by strangers online. any attempts at “reality checking” will be ignored.

i have weird thoughts & am a fucking loser for petplay. i love gross media. freaks PLEASE interact. asks always open (^_^) if you're following me & i actively interact with your posts pretend we're mutuals

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need a tboy to compare sizes w me. "c'mooon, indulge me a little," as he reaches for the button of my jeans. he's bigger than me, obviously. he's been on t for much longer than me. he laughs anyways. "look at how small your dick is," shoving his up against mine. condescending, mean, but god he's handsome like that, pride big and swollen like his cock against mine

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missmentelle
Anonymous asked:

My sibling is alt-right and extremely hateful about his beliefs. He goes on tirades about liberal agendas and screams and insults me and our other family members when we attempt to debate with him. I live with him and being around him negatively impacts my mental health, especially with me being part of some of the groups he hates so much. I don’t know what to do. I feel so much hatred for him, but he’s my brother and we used to be close.

Members of the so-called “alt right” or “manosphere” actually bear very strong similarities to cult members - they become increasingly rigid in their beliefs, they have decreasing tolerance for ambiguity (everything starts to become either right or wrong, with no room for grey areas), they become increasingly preoccupied with “purity” of thought, their beliefs start to become the core of their personal identity, they accept the word of thought leaders without question or critical thinking, their relationships with family and friends deteriorate, and they often experience negative consequences at work or school as a direct result of their beliefs. 

Dealing with a friend or family member who has joined the alt-right is very different from dealing with a family member who is dabbling with the idea of voting Conservative for economic reasons, or dealing with a family member who erroneously believes that Game of Thrones isn’t very good. Reasoned discussion and laying out your point of view will not work here. The tactics that you need to use with him are actually the tactics used to deprogram cult members, which includes things like:

  • Do not debate him. Never debate a cult member under any circumstances. It’s a complete waste of time for everybody involved, and it only serves to further entrench him in his toxic beliefs. Cult members do not approach debates in good faith - they are not open to having their minds changed, and they have no intention of ever listening to the other side. Cult members use debate as a tool to recruit people with possibly like-minded beliefs, or as a tool to gather evidence that the “other side” is delusional. The more you debate, the harder he will fight to come up with justifications for his beliefs, and the more satisfaction he will get from feeling like he is defending his “side” from attack. Shut down all debate with him. If he tries to start a debate, redirect immediately. If he makes an inflammatory statement at the dinner table, respond with something non-committal ( “hmmmmm”, “is that so?”, “okay” ) and immediately change the subject. Don’t get sucked in. No matter how hard he tries to open up a debate, deflect, shut him down, or walk away. 
  • Treat him with detached politeness. I know that it is very difficult not to get visibly upset when someone is insulting the very core of who you are as a person and what you believe, but but you have to stay calm and detached here. Do not let him see that he is upsetting you. When he is going on rants about his beliefs, treat him like a child who is explaining the rules to a video game that you don’t particularly care about - have an air of detached boredom, and no matter how hostile he gets, respond only with politeness. Remember, part of the core beliefs he’s being fed is that people outside of the alt-right are “emotional”, and that his beliefs are “triggering” to those people. Give him no evidence to suggest that is true. Stonewall him. Give him nothing but bored stoicism in response to his outbursts. No matter how much he escalates or how horrifying his beliefs get, always act as though you are having a polite conversation about the weather with a stranger at Starbucks. If he tells you that women should should be property and gays should be killed, respond only with a polite “Well, I suppose that’s one perspective”, or “Yes, I believe you have mentioned this before”. Nothing takes the wind out of a cult member’s sails faster than being treated with calm politeness when they are expecting a fight.
  • Do not insult him or the people who share his beliefs. The glue that holds cults together is a persecution complex. Cults absolutely thrive on being persecuted for their beliefs, and they depend on it to keep members from leaving. “People outside this group hate you and they will treat you much worse than we will” is the message that keeps people from leaving hateful cults, all the way up until the Kool-Aid is served. He is being fed the message by his fellow cult members that he is hated for who he is - a, presumably, straight white man - and that “Liberals” hate him so much that they want to take away the things he is “owed” (money, power, security, etc) and give it away to undeserving minorities who haven’t really “earned” it. Give him no evidence to suggest that this is true. Refrain from insulting him, or insulting the people he views as thought leaders or role models. You can definitely express your political opinions and make it clear that you are not buying into your brother’s worldview, but keep things direct and refrain from personal attacks. If he is gloating about the president to intentionally get a rise out of you, a simple “I disagree with his policies” is all you have to say - launching into attacks about the president’s looks, family, mannerisms or intelligence is fuel for your brother’s hateful beliefs. Remember that when it comes to your brother, you are not acting in the role of a left-wing activist facing off against a dangerous right-wing activist with a platform. You are a concerned family member dealing with a family member who has gotten involved in a cult. 
  • Ask polite questions, but do not engage directly with his beliefs. Do not read any of the reading material he recommends, listen to any of the podcasts he puts forward or view any of the videos he asks you to watch; it might be tempting to do so just to prove that you are engaging with him in “good faith” and that you have given his views an “honest try”, but this is a mistake. There is no such thing as “good faith” or intellectual honesty when it comes to cults, and there is nothing to gain from engaging in their propaganda. Do not treat anything produced or recommended by a cult as if it has value, because it does not. When he provides you with something he wants to you read, behave as though a young child has just handed you a live earthworm - thank him for the gesture, but decline to accept. Engaging with propaganda just legitimizes it, and gives him more ammunition to hunker down in his beliefs. When you do ask questions of his beliefs, be detached and polite. If he is ranting that all women are whores, ask him what the basis is for that belief. You are not looking to debate him or get a rise out of him - don’t fire back with counter-points, but make a polite, disinterested noise of acknowledgement, or ask for further clarification. You are merely looking for holes in his reasoning, or gaps where he doesn’t have evidence to back up what he says. You don’t need to point these holes out to him - there will be many. When he is unable to be specific, once again, make a polite acknowledgement ( “Interesting.” ) and move on.
  • Emphasize how much you miss your former relationship with him. Tell your brother that you miss him. Be specific - talk about the things that you used to do together, and the ways that he used to be involved in your life. If he tries to deflect and start talking about his beliefs again, or how he can’t be involved with you anymore because of your own beliefs or identity, don’t engage. Go back to talking about how you miss the relationship you used to have with him. If he insults you, pretend you didn’t hear him and remind him of a happy memory or a fun thing that you used to do together. It can take a really long time to have success with this tactic, but your brother does remember the relationship he used to have with you, and it is possible to remind him of what he is missing out on by continuing with his hateful beliefs. The idea is to take his beliefs out of the equation as much as possible - make him miss the relationship that he used to have. Any attempt at mending the relationship on his end will necessarily require that he get less extreme in his beliefs - it’s difficult to pursue a close relationship with someone and still insult them. 
  • Remind him of normal life outside the cult. People in the alt-right - and other cults - tend to become hyper-focused only on issues that concern the cult, and begin to forget about normal life. Your brother is likely spending a lot of time and focus on things like the “sexual marketplace”, abortion rights, refugees, gay rights, female superhero movies etc. Bring him back to earth as often as you can with reminders of things that are outside the scope of the alt-right, and are minimally politically charged. Start a conversation about a new restaurant that is opening up in your town. Show him a funny cat video. Ask him if he’s seen a minimally controversial movie. Constant reminds of normalcy can gradually help him realize how hyper-focused he has become on a few small issues, and remind him that his worldview and priorities are incredibly skewed.
  • Protect your own mental health. Living with a cult member is exhausting. The combination of fending off the insults, being bombarded with hate rhetoric and missing the person they used to be is exhausting. Make sure you are protecting your own mental health. Take breaks. Leave the house and spend time with other people. Lean on friends and other family members for support. Take care of yourself. Getting someone out of a cult is a marathon, not a sprint, and it’s important to conserve your energy. It can take up to five years to get someone to fully leave cult beliefs behind. Be patient. 

One of the hard parts about dealing with alt-right family members is that people make the mistake of approaching them as a political movement, when it is more appropriate to address them as a cult. The way that they operate is much more similar to the dynamics of a cult than the dynamics of a mainstream political movement, and deprogramming techniques are your best bet for getting your family member back. I highly recommend that you and your family read up on cults and the tactics used to get people out of them. It is especially helpful to read testimony from people who have escaped cults or successfully been persuaded to leave them - if possible, look for materials from people who have left the alt-right, and try to present this material to your brother. This is an incredibly difficult thing for a family to go through, and I highly recommend that you seek out other families who are dealing with similar situations - you are far from alone here. 

Best of luck to all of you. 

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kinka-juice

There’s a reason we call Qanon followers Qultists.

The subreddit r/QanonCasualties is also a good resource, or at least a place to find people who have experienced having their loved ones radicalized by the alt-right and having discussions on the topic.

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Armin Weiss' first posts on the Cannibal Café forum under the pseudonym 'Franky', dated November 2001—eight months after he killed Bernd Jürgen Brandes after the two met on a different cannibal forum
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di! leon is just so cocky all the time.
he has this air of confidence surrounding him, a smug expression on his face whenever you look.
he knows when you’re staring, when you’re growing horny just at the sight of him doing the most mediocre shit.. and he just oozes satisfaction.
always teasing you, putting on this blissfully unaware act, pretending to be oblivious to how you’re practically drooling over him.
he forces you to spell it out for him, makes you physically beg for him to stuff you full, tell him how needy you are, show him..
and he’ll practically edge you, touching you barely in the places you need him most, whispering sweet praises in your ear ‘nd getting you all worked up just to rip away that sweet release when you reach it.
his whole cocky act is hot. gets you going, makes you a lil dumb sometimes… but you do have needs.
and so, when you’ve had enough of his relentless torture and that goddamn smirk on his lips, you flip the switch
he’d be a little tipsy (i mean it’s di!leon he’s always tipsy) and you’re both just sat in the living room doing nothing..
and he just looks so delicious. his hair is a little tousled from where he’d been running his hand through it tiredly, and his legs are spread so wide and it’s a little unfair that he looks so good effortlessly
so, of course, you grow a little needy. your eyes are wandering over his muscles that are very much visible through his loose t-shirt, how it frames his biceps and sticks to his slutty waist.. his eyes are closed and he’s leaning his head back on the cushions, and his adams apple is just so suckable and the whole of his neck is practically screaming your name.
you’re clenching your thighs a little, taking your bottom lip between your teeth and feeling ur stomach churn.
you’re on autopilot, you don’t even realise you’re leaning in until ur placing delicate kisses along the exposed skin of his neck. he startles a little at the unexpected feeling, head rolling forward a little and eyes blinking open to watch you.
and he’s already smiling to himself, muttering a smooth, “you alright baby?”
and god, you don’t know what it is but your cunt is already clenching around nothing and you can feel your slick. you don’t know if you can hold out for the night, put up with his methods.
so you just stay quiet, swinging a leg over his lap so that you’re straddling him, and you just leave little marks as you slowly move up to his jawline.
one of his arms has moved to lazily hold your hip, the other is draped along the back of the couch. you need him bad.
and he’s already getting turned on by this. how could he not? you just looked so cute when you were this desperate, and all for him? made his heart melt, and his dick hard.
it’s almost funny how you can already feel his semi below you, and you resist the urge to roll your crotch against it. not yet. you’d planned this meticulously, you’d get him all hot and bothered, then leave him high nd dry, just like he did to you so many times before.
by now, you’re kissing the corner of his lips. he’s nuzzling his face closer, and both your eyes are fluttering shut when your lips brush. his lips are surprisingly soft, no matter how many times you feel them against yours or press your fingertips to them, it’s always a little unexpected.
you slot your lips against his in a closed-mouth kiss, just a fleeting one really, before you pull away. one of his hands reaches up and holds you by the back of your hair, pulling you back in gently. you kiss him again, and again, and again, and pretty soon your tongues are tangled in a slow, languid dance.
and everything is so quiet except for the lewd sound of your lips rolling together, and the light sounds that escape the both of you.
you feel him fully hard below you now, and his touches are becoming tighter and more intense.
one of your hands moves to hold the back of the couch for stability, and the other is tangled in his hair as you give an experimental grind of your hips.
his reaction is immediate; it’s obvious he wasn’t expecting it. he fucking moans outright, the hand thats holding your hip grips tighter, shooting a light pinch of pain up your side.
you keep your lips against his when you do it again, this time a little more confidently, and he has to pull away to catch his breath. he stares up at you accusingly, like he wants to stop you but he can’t, he looks both pained and confused.
you don’t give him a chance to speak, because if you hear the deep rasp of his voice, you fear you’d give in to your desires instantly and forfeit your body to him; let him torture you for hours. but not this time, you’re so desperate for him that you just need to take what you want.
you surge back forward, your lips meeting roughly with a little clash of teeth. your hips seem to be already moving on their own accord; grinding back and forth over his bulge. you feel the heat of him pressing against you, you can fucking feel when he twitches a little and the rough material of his jeans pressing against your clothed cunt makes you almost spiral.
you’re pretty sure you’re so wet that he can feel it as well, you wouldn’t be surprised if it had leaked through all layers of clothing that separated you and was drenching his cock right now.
he can’t help but pull away, his breath a little ragged and his voice strained, “baby, fuck, what’re you doing..”
you don’t give him an answer. you just roll your hips down harder, and his mouth is gaping wider in a silent moan. his other hand moves to hold your other hip, and his grip tightens, as if he wants to move you off or flip you over. you just grab hold of his wrists, sliding his hands up so that they’re cupping your clothed tits. he groans, unable to stop himself from indulging, already groping them.
it’s obvious he doesn’t really want you to stop, because he very obviously overpowers you a thousandfold with his strength, hell with just a strong thrust of his hips he could send you toppling to the ground. but he doesn’t.
your breath is hitching when you let go of him, letting him keep his hands on your chest. you move to hold the arm of the couch, and his knee for stability. you lean back a bit, and with this angle both your crotches are perfectly pressed against each other. “want you to cum like this..”
and he’s losing it, head rolling back as he tries to stop his eyes from closing, wanting to watch you. he could stop this in a second, switch the roles, put you in your place, but he’s enjoying this. maybe a little too much.
and he could feel your drenched pussy, if he focused enough he could feel the fucking outline. the way your pressing so hard against him is making him fucking twitch and leak like crazy, and it’s almost painful how hard he is in the confines of his boxers & pants.
he’s sure his tip is a flushed pink, all shiny and wet with his pre. how was he so worked up over a little dry humping? why was he getting even fucking harder at the prospect of soiling his boxers with his cum?
it didn’t matter, because he was already close. he’d feel more embarrassed if he didn’t feel so damn good, the hungry look in your eye made him shudder slightly. he bit his lip harshly as he tried to not buck his hips. he looked down, and the languid roll of your hips, seeing the damp spot on your crotch was driving him fucking mad.
his mouth opened as he released little pants, becoming almost panicked because of how good it was. you were looking down at him so sexily, and this whole position made him dizzy.
“fuck… oh fuck, baby, gonna make me… i’m gonna… fuhhhhckkk, i’m cumming—”
and he’s sure it would’ve been one of the best fucking orgasms of his life, if it weren’t for you lifting your hips at the last minute.
his cock is twitching uncontrollably, and he couldn’t help but release one spurt of cum before you pulled away.
he lets out a groan that sounds awfully whiny, eyes glaring up at you. you just pout down at him with faux sympathy, moving your cunt away when he bucks his hips in search of your heat.
he’s grimacing at the uncomfortable feeling of his sticky boxers, and how hard he is, and how close he is to just squirming and whimpering for you like that rookie would’ve all those years ago.
and you’re the smug one this time, finally knowing what it’s like to not be on the receiving end, and you have to admit you understand why he enjoys this so much.
once you’re sure he won’t cum instantly at the contact, you move your hips back down, pressing your needy cunt back against him. you relish in the sigh he breathes, both of relief and desperation.
excitement was curling in your stomach, at the thought that you could get him all whiny beneath you, to see the extent you could bring him to. the promise that you could put him in his place.
you knew one thing for certain, no matter how soaked or hot your pussy got, you’d put off your own pleasure for his. (eventually).
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