I need Cas.

Okay. Seriously I did just start to cry at that Castiel gif set I reblogged because of the tags. A lot of people seem to forget that. (go see what the tags say)

Because I miss him so damn much and I don't know, I guess I've just been really emotional lately but whenever it's something deep like that, I'm just a big ball of emotions. Like, I've always always have loved Castiel and lately, when I watch previous seasons or read fics, I just want to give up on everything because we can't have him. I have literally never felt so down before because of a character. I can't even form proper sentences because my thoughts are all over the place and I don't know what to think. All I know is that I want Castiel back.

I just want to move into a bubble where everything is okay. Where Castiel, Bobby, and Gabriel, because I miss that fucker too, are alive and they're with Sam and Dean. And they're working together on how to take down the Leviathan. And to make it fair, Gabriel would only have half of his power and that would be their challenge because they can't just throw an archangel out into the playing field and be done with it.

I just want them to be okay and ugh. 

I'm gonna just go and cry in a corner, alone.