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The clinical description of PTSD captures the experience of, for example, a soldier who goes back home … Trauma in Palestine is collective and continuous. PTSD is when your mind is stuck in a traumatic loop. In Palestine, the loop is reality. The threat is still there. Hypervigilance, avoidance – these symptoms of PTSD are unhelpful to the soldier who went home, but for Palestinians, they can save your life. We see this more as ‘chronic’ traumatic stress disorder.

Samah Jabr quoted in an article by Bethan McKernan in The Guardian. ‘Chronic traumatic stress disorder’: the Palestinian psychologist challenging western definitions of trauma

Chair of the Palestinian ministry of health’s mental health unit says the clinical definition of PTSD does not fit the reality in Gaza

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I mean, I’m writing about my relationship with her, so you know that that’s what it’s about. I don’t believe in that myth of the lone individual against the world, although that doesn’t save me from loneliness.

Mattilda Berstein Sycamore interviewed by Sara Neilson at Shondaland. Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore’s ‘Touching the Art’ Examines a Complicated Relationship Through Art

The prolific writer discusses her new memoir and how her relationship with her grandmother shaped her vision.

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When McQueen’s father was a young man, he’d traveled to Florida to work a season picking oranges. One night, he and two Jamaicans set off for a nearby bar. “And when they entered,” McQueen told me, “it was like a Western bar door opened. Everyone looked up.” One of the Jamaican men attempted to order some drinks. The bartender replied: “We don’t serve niggers.” “That’s okay,” said the Jamaican, reaching for a bottle, “we’ll serve ourselves.” He struck the bartender with it. McQueen’s father and the Jamaicans fled. A chase ensued in which both Jamaicans were shot to death. His father lay alone in a ditch in the dark, waiting for the white men to disperse. McQueen heard about this for the first time seven years ago, when his father was dying.

Steve McQueen as told to Dan P. Lee in Vulture (2013). Where It Hurts: Steve McQueen on Why 12 Years a Slave Isn’t Just About Slavery

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Orientation toward people and place for hope and healing The pandemic has revealed serious vulnerabilities in the social fabric and built infrastructure of Native communities across Indian Country. What is needed is a bold strategy and a comprehensive action plan that will reduce the health risks of the community and vulnerabilities of the children. In this way, the best public health strategy is actually a community development approach.

Patrice Kunesh writing in National Native Children's Trauma Center. How Are the Children?

ADDRESSING COVID MORTALITY IN NATIVE FAMILIES BY INVESTING IN CHILD WELL-BEING

This essay iconvincingly argue the case for community development. The data presented are hard, for example that more than 140,00 children in the USA have lost a parent or primary caregiver to COVID. 

Everyday on social media I see others, mostly people of color, making the case for community development.  As an old white guy, I’m convinced. But I know the resistance is strong, especially among white folks. I hope I can become better in presenting  the case!

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In this new episode of ‘Meet the artists’, she discusses her extraordinary cache of works on paper on show at Kunstmuseum Basel

‘Kara Walker: A Black Hole is Everything a Star Longs to Be,’ June 5 - September 26, 2021, Kunstmuseum Basel, Neubau.

a film by Barbara Anastacio (5.14 m)

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Despite the evidence, there is an active conspiracy to silence survivors and whitewash history.

Nick Estes in The Guardian. My relatives went to a Catholic school for Native children. It was a place of horrors

After the discovery of 751 unmarked graves at the site of a former school for Native children in Canada, it is time to investigate similar abuses in the US

(I read this last night and  followed up with some additional reading about St Joseph’s Indian school in Chamberlain, South Dakota Estes writes writes about in this piece. But I notice that I tucked it away somehow in my memory. It was the reporting on the SCOTUS decsion in the Arizona voting suppression case that  case that jogged my memory.   As we learn more about this painful legacy, it’s necessary to be witnesses to the awful truth.)

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Buried Bones

One of the first bits of news I saw this morning was:  Statue of Egerton Ryerson, toppled after Toronto rally. I don't think I have a coherent opinion about the significance of it. The rally has deep roots, but the recent discovery of unmarked graves at  Kamloops Indian Residential School in Canada heightened anger over the inattention given the legacy of residential schools.

Stories of discoveries of children's bones are deeply unsettling, and there are too many stories. I keep what little I know tucked away in my memory. Hidden in memory, I don't have sense of their chronologies, and they all sort of tumble out when a new story is added.

At work we sell a fertilizer called "Milorganite" and we are often out of it, so I get asked about it a lot. Recently someone asked if we had any "Morganza." Morganza was the name of a notorious reform school locally, although it was never officially known as Morganza. It's been gone so long, I couldn't help but think the customer was going on tales of abuse he had heard when a youngster, of course I didn't mention that. The history of traumas pop out at odd times and ways.

The colonial legacy of Residential Schools is a very important topic. The histories of residential schools for First Nation children are clearly connected. My sense is that those histories also connect with the M.O.V.E. remains, the Dozier School, Tulam care home, St. Joseph's Orphanage and other sites of trauma. Something that connects is a language of dominance.

The Attorney Generals of twenty states tell the Education Department are opposed to critical Race Theory in schools. And lawmakers in some states are pushing to ban "1619 Project" from schools. It's a disturbing trend because it opens school districts, colleges and universities, to law suits and the threat of those is very chilling.

What is striking about these efforts is how ethically and morally certain the  proponents are. Perhaps the way to counter is to speak and for that I am inadequate, better to listen. This afternoon I read Toni Morrison’s Nobel Lecture again. How she speaks about language and the generative possibilities of language is breathtaking. We must not acquiesce to the dominators’ narratives , we know it’s more complicated and nuanced than they claim. And as Morrison shows us generative language transforms and can heal deep cuts.

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Women researchers often encounter enormous challenges in conflict settings like North and South Kivu. The hollow glances, prejudices, and distrust we face from local communities can present immense challenges, even to the point of putting us in physical danger. At the same time though, our experiences demonstrate that women researchers do have a place in conflict settings. In some cases, they can more easily connect to vulnerable people and access hidden discourses on taboo subjects. It is nevertheless imperative that we recognize the added value of mixed (male and female) teams, of supervision for both male and female researchers, and of properly reflecting on security considerations in the field – which can be different for men and for women.

Irène Bahati in From Poverty To Power. The challenges facing female researchers in conflict settings

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When I first began therapy, I warned my therapist, whom I will call David (not his real name), that I would probably respond with a lot of intellectual resistance. I had taught psychoanalytic theory for years as part of the college core curriculum at the University of Chicago and I knew enough to know about resistance and repression. I doubt I needed to tell him; I’m sure he could read my resistance easily. At any rate, he responded by giving me a homework challenge of sorts: he asked me to leave and to practice what he called the “virtue of humility.” I won’t lie; it was hard. I had been trained to see humility, or at least certain versions of it, as a kind of weakness and to mistake an aggressive form of argumentation and assertiveness as its own kind of virtue. Yet, learning to practice humility opened up for me a whole new way of thinking and feeling. Over the course of my therapy, I got better at naming emotions and at reframing my experiences and the actions and expressions of others. Humility also helped me as a writer, and it gave me a new point of entry into my fieldnotes and research, letting me see and feel the deep intimacies at play in the stories and conversations I had recorded and observed.

Greg Beckett blog series Trauma and Resilience in Anthro{Dendum}. Staying with the Feeling: Trauma, Humility, and Care in Ethnographic Fieldwork

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According to medical experts, all children who were separated from their parents under the “zero tolerance” policy are at increased risk of developing long term health problems from “toxic stress.” But for the children who continue to be confined, the damage is still accumulating. One call I received was from a 10-year-old girl. In a weary voice, she told me, in Spanish, that she is afraid to attend the school that Dilley maintains for child detainees. “I’m afraid to leave my mom and go to class,” she said. “I’m afraid that’s when they’ll separate me again from my mom, like at the dog pound.”

Debbie Nathan in The Intercept. Children Separated Under Trump’s “Zero Tolerance” Policy Say Their Trauma Continues

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In that age of politically charged concept albums, most notably Marvin Gaye’s superb What’s Going On, Gil’s inspired lyrical goal with this new album was to create an audio novel that told the story of a junkie veteran from Vietnam hanging on the corner of Any Ghetto, U.S.A. and studying the world through his stoned perceptive. The album’s original title, Supernatural Corner, was the name of the space the unnamed junkie was supposed to occupy. Thinking in writerly devices, Gil planned to record spoken-word interludes between the songs that revealed that the vet was actually in a mental institution losing his mind.

Michael Gonzales at Pitchfork. Winter in America

The 1974 album from the revolutionary singer and poet braided together his passion for music and literature. Its emotional pitch and fervent political tenor still resonates loudly in America today.

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The kid before—hard to remember. Trauma is a time traveller, an ouroboros that reaches back and devours everything that came before. Only fragments remain. I remember loving codes and Encyclopedia Brown and pastelones and walking long distances in an effort to learn what lay beyond my N.J. neighborhood. At night I had the most vivid dreams, often about “Star Wars” and about my life back in the Dominican Republic, in Azua, my very own Tatooine. Was just getting to know this new English-speaking me, was just becoming his friend—and then he was gone.

Junot Diaz in The New Yorker. The Silence: The Legacy of Childhood Trauma I never got any help, any kind of therapy. I never told anyone.

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