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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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Fuckkkkk this was just so goddamn sweet!! I’m happy they have each other to both get and receive comfort. Loved the way Steve was with Olivia, the way he said he’d help her and be there for her, especially as her own human weighted blanket. I loved this.💕💕💕💕💕

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@that-damn-girl they do say apply pressure to wounds 🤗 and what better pressure than Captain America 🥰

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me with the summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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This is sweet, and comforting. We all need that one person we can go to.

On a separate, inappropriate, and pervy note…having Steve lay on top of you?? Yes!

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@okay-maybe-i-like-marvel-too I’m glad you thought it was comforting. We definitely need someone we can go to and I’m lucky enough to have a few people.

Not pervy at all, of course, Steve’s body weight would feel delicious 😋

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Summary: Steve’s discovery of Google and a late night search highlights the possibility of him having an eidetic memory - mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible. Not long after his discovery, the vivid image of Olivia in his mind no longer matches the woman in front of him; her smile no longer reaches her eyes and he wants to help in whatever way he can.

Warnings: talk of depression, feelings of depression, angst, comfort (I hope), language.

W/C: 1.9k

Challenge: @pinknerdpanda​ ‘s ‘Manda’s Quick & Dirty Birthday Challenge’. #MandaBirthdayChallenge. Prompt: Fake Happy - Paramore - lyrics used are bolded. 

Notes: This Post also helped with inspiration for this fic. @firefly-in-darkness​ made the dividers and helped me witht he summary too.

A/N: I’ve fallen into a dark depression; it’s been a long while since I’ve felt like this and I wanted to write something to get my thoughts and feelings out. I tried to write a comfort fic but not sure it worked out that way. The feelings/thoughts expressed are my own and how my depression affects me and those around me.

Characters: Steve Rogers, OFC (Olivia).

Pairing: None. Platonic relationship.

Betas: @slytherkins​ / @petitgateau911​ / @firefly-in-darkness​ // All mistakes are my own.

Master Lists: Main / Marvel

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Steve Rogers hadn’t been Captain America for very long before he crashed into the ice. The one person, Dr. Abraham Erskine, who could educate him on his new abilities and limitations had been killed before he could pass on any of his knowledge or theories. Howard Stark had done the best he could, but it was basically trial and error to truly understand the effects of the serum. Steve had, essentially, become a science experiment to monitor and test.

After he’d been defrosted, the world had changed so much that he was thankful they no longer wanted to test his abilities. They left him to his own devices and used him as muscle when they needed it. But the internet meant he had an abundance of knowledge and answers at his fingertips that he’d never had before. After a fourth consecutive night of vivid nightmares that left him weary, guilt-ridden, and exhausted, he self-diagnosed himself as having an eidetic memory.

When he read the explanation on Google, it made perfect sense to him. Eidetic memory: relating to or denoting mental images having unusual vividness and detail, as if actually visible.

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As usual, this is a beautifully written fic.

I’m sorry to hear that you are struggling right now. I wish you all the best and hope you find the comfort that you need. Take care, sweetie.

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Thank you babe 😘