Anyone else got complete 50k+ word fics that’s they’ll never post or is or just me?!

I was tiding my google docs and found 3 that I started back when I got back into writing (2018) after a 10 year+ hiatus.

I love the concepts and some of the scenes are *chefs kiss* but they are written in first person pov and my writing has improved so much since then I feel like posting them would be taking a step back and editing seems like such a looooooooooong thing.

Can I pay someone to fix them?! 🤷🏻‍♀️

My very first SPN fic I have almost completely written and came up with it when I first joined the fandom. Never posted it and instead I wrote a different Dean!fic

@peridottea91 I have a complete Sam x oc angsty fic that the “alternate” ending spawned into the first chapter fic I posted for SPN on here. But I’ll never post it.

Maybe I could use some of the ideas and turn it into something else 🤷🏻‍♀️

But editing it to make it post worthy seems like such a huge undertaking it’s giving my anxiety just thinking about it.