Someone You Loved
Summary: Y/N knows she’s the reason why she and Dean split but it doesn’t stop the pain from hurting any less.
Characters: Dean x Reader.
Words: 1887.
Warnings: alcohol addiction, mention of suicide, heartbreak, angst, some tiny fluff.
Beta: @princessmisery666
A/N: Rewrite from an old fic in another fandom and brought back to life with some inspiration from “Someone You Loved” by Lewis Capaldi. Beta’d but all the general bullshit is entirely mine. While likes are gold, feedback is golden. Masterlists can be found in my bio.
No matter how much time had passed or days spent convincing yourself you had moved on, there was still a part deep inside your heart that discoloured with every mention of his name until it finally withered away and died. You relived the day he left over and over again on a continuous loop, each painstaking moment playing out like a macabre silent movie. You hadn’t protested when he packed his bags. You hadn’t clutched desperately at his hand, begging him to stay. You hadn’t wept as you watched him leave. You hadn’t done much of anything. You stood there numb. A mass of emptiness - vast and absolute before plunging into a pit of despair so everlasting that all you could see, no matter where you looked, was darkness.
Dean Winchester had taken your light.
Love me some angst and this is amazing.
I still need part 2 woman!! @ne-gans