I can literally feel my heart breaking more and more each night. I have loved so many of you and cared more than you know but I have only been IN love with 2 people in my life. Both of them, gone... my chest used to hurt from anxiety, but this pain is so different.

I wish it didn't hurt so bad.

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Does anyone actually want to be "here" anymore?

I used to hate my job but love my life. Now I hate my life but love my job. I just wish I could find a balance.

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... and I miss a lot of my old friends. I hope you are all doing well (Tumblr and real life). 🖤

If anyone is available to just chat a bit, please send me a message. I really need a 3rd party opinion on some things going on... if you cant help, please reblog so that some one may reach out. Thank you