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Steven Universe Future: An Ode to Adolescence

Image source: SU Wiki

Many times in the past, I’d written about Steven’s needing to take up the roles of caregiver, authority figure, and generally being an adult throughout the series. However, I’d also written about how Steven Universe Future highlighted that Steven is in the process of growing up. Both are true. This meta explores how SUF is a dovetailing from the childlike worldview Steven had in the original series, eventually coming to celebrate his adolescence, in all its ups, downs, and uncertainties.

Teenaged Ang-Steven

Image source: SU WIki

Very glaring in the SUF episodes is that upon first impression, Steven is grumpy for many of the episodes. He loses his temper more often than he did in the original series, which surprised many fans when SUF aired.

Biologically-speaking, this isn’t a big surprise. In Earth-years, Steven is at the age when his body is growing and changing. He’s 16 in SUF, the age when a lot of people go through puberty. But it’s not only that. Accompanying his growth spurt and deeper voice, he’s also still learning about and navigating the Gem aspects of his physiology. Physical and hormonal changes are enough to alter mood on their own.

More than that, though, Steven is in the age of adolescence. What adolescence means now varies depending on the source. Generally, though, it’s referred to as a period of rapid growth and development physically, cognitively, and socially. After all, between the ages of 10 and 24, it is generally expected that the youth pick up skills, find direction in life, and find ways to cope with and function in society. 

And the age range for that development is wider than just the teenaged years. For someone with Steven’s background and maturity, SUF was his time to find out where he should begin forging a vocation for himself. It might be later, especially for those who have pursued formal higher education, since they’re students until their early 20s. For others, who take on work while studying, or who don’t attend formal schooling, it might be even earlier.

Image source: SU Wiki

Steven is cranky, snappy, grumpy, because there’s a lot of pressure to figure things out. Though we are uncertain of Steven’s actual lifespan, he lives on Earth and was raised on Earth time. He feels the urgency of deciding the way a lot of young people feel pressured to choose a college program, or a particular line of work. The prevailing logic is that one gets started, and works their way up until they’re “successful,” whatever that may mean to them.

In our modern, capitalist society, this may mean earning a stable income. For more traditional communities, this may mean settling down and having a family. For some, it may mean having a fulfilling, productive vocation to pour your life into. For nearly all of us, it’s some mixture of the three. And Steven might be feeling this as well.

Crystal Kid, Grown Up Too Soon

Image source: SU Wiki

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Character Analysis: Spinel (Part 2: Relationships)

Image Source: SU Wiki

Something I want to start this analysis off with is the context with which Spinel enters the SU movie. Spinel’s resentment and movement towards earth began only the day the Diamonds broadcast Steven to all of their colonies. That was the scene at the very beginning of the movie. So the time it took Steven to shake off the Diamonds, return home, chat with Connie, and sing Happily Ever After with the gems, was the same time it took Spinel to formulate a plan, grab hold of the Injector, and travel to Earth, and begin her Other Friends monologue. 

In the larger scheme of Spinel’s life, this is a blink of an eye, in fact, it is no time at all. That tells us that Spinel’s actions were somewhat a knee-jerk reaction to finding out she was abandoned for good. And that’s where I want to begin with this analysis. With that, let’s get to it.

1. Spinel had yet to process her emotions

Image Source: SU Wiki 

When we first see Spinel, her appearance is accompanied by an almost exaggerated plot to destroy all of Earth because of one Gem’s betrayal. Granted, she was always in the presence of Diamonds, who always talked on the scale of colonies and entire planets, but she herself was never in a position to act on that scale, which would have conditioned her thinking to a large extent. 

Her arrival, her dramatic entrance, and the very dramatic rendition of Other Friends all speak of acting based on gut feel. The entire song, as musically complex as it is, has lyrics that are quite simple in contrast. In a way, it’s as if it’s saying the feelings she had were complex (confusion, hatred, sadness, regret, resentment, anger, a little relief from something ending-- more on that later), but she didn’t exactly know where to direct them. 

The abruptness of her arrival and how quickly she acted tells us (about how she got the injector and found out exactly where Steven lived let’s chalk it up to she knew where the Diamonds kept everything for the moment), that she hadn’t processed her emotions yet. So she instead fixated on one that could power her through all these things she’s never done before: Anger. 

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I've heard! I've had your little message to the universe... ON LOOP!

Without a clear direction, Spinel was fixating, holding onto anything that could help her vent out this anger. And without Rose to direct that anger towards, without anyone to blame, she pinned her anger on Steven and the Crystal Gems. 

Image source: SU WIki

What we also see is something very different from any other Homeworld antagonist Steven has encountered before. Spinel doesn’t conflate or equate Steven with Rose Quartz. She knows very well that Steven is a completely different life form, and his own individual. When she tries to poof him with her scythe, she isn’t that surprised when his physical form stays together.

You don't poof, do you? Hmm, figured as much. Just wait! *her pupils jiggle like googly eyes Your human half won't stand a chance against my Injector. Not after what I just did to your gem!

Source: SU Wiki

It implies she knows something about organic life. We also get a hint that she’s aware of how Gems start out with their abilities. “You weren't always a powerful hero, were you?” She teased him as her physical form poofed. Spinel spent a lot of time with Pink Diamond, who at this point we know is relatively younger. She couldn’t control her powers when her emotions flared, as we saw in SU Future, but this also means Gems must, to some extent practice and train to perfect their abilities. There’s always room for learning, as the Lapises demonstrated in Why So Blue? Even Peridot had to learn and master her metalokinesis because she didn’t know she had it. 

Moments later, when he poofs her in turn, she doesn’t seem scared that the Earth will end with her still on it. Spinel, at this point, isn’t acting based on some grand scheme for vengeance. She’s angry, hopeless, and very lost. She doesn’t see a future for herself, but it would be satisfying for her to take down everything PD left her for in the process. 

Image source: SU Wiki

Spinel doesn’t have a plan for after Earth is destroyed. And that leads to the second idea.

2. Spinel’s resentment predated the events of the movie 

Image Source: SU WIki

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Blog Updates

Hello! As it has been a while, I think a quick FAQ is in order because I have 300 messages in my ask box. 

Will there still be SU analyses?

This is perhaps the most pertinent question I’ve been receiving. The short answer is, yes. There are still plenty of things I want to talk about, and SUF rekindled my interest in talking about them.

The long answer is, while there are still a bunch of things I want to talk about, SU has effectively ended. And in the wait for its ending, I’ve also come across other things I want to talk about too. 

It was difficult for me, receiving feedback on my SVTFOE analyses that people preferred this remained an SU-exclusive blog. And that made it difficult for me to keep writing here when I felt a pressure to focus only on SU. Now that it’s ended, though, I hope that while the SU content will keep coming out, it will definitely be peppered with other things as well.

Where have you been?/Are you okay?/Are you still alive?

Yes! Very much alive. As I mentioned in my Reviving the blog post, I’ve been working after college, and the adjustment to that kept me very busy the last two years. But the last few months, despite everything that’s going on, I think I’ve got the hang of this thing.

I currently work in health policy, and, well, given everything that’s going on, there are days when it’s been hard to want to stay in this line of work. I also teach in university part-time. Both haven’t been easy with the pandemic, especially since there’s a lockdown being implemented where I am, and just living in a developing country, where politically and economically, things have been on edge in normal times, now all the existing structural problems are exacerbated.

And after working my butt off for the last two years (or let’s all of them), I’ve been accepted into some Ivy League grad schools in the USA (future updates on that later), where I hope to start putting my over-analysis skills into even more practice this Fall.

So I’m alive. Like many, I’m fighting very hard to keep building the future with everyone else making their way through every day in these tough times.

Where is this blog going?

And that leads to this final question in the mini-FAQ. Aside from SU, I enjoy a lot of other media very much. Some of these are:

  • Dead Cells- I reached 4BC earlier this year and can talk about strategy and lore
  • Boku no Hero Academia (My Hero Academia)- I am fully caught up with the anime and really like the deconstruction of the superhero genre
  • Kimetsu no Yaiba (Demon Slayer)- I am caught up with the anime and manga and it’s a ride, isn’t it?
  • The McElroy Family of Podcasts- I started with Sawbones: A Marital Tour of Misguided Medicine, and got into My Brother My Brother and Me, The Adventure Zone (an actual-play D&D podcast), and the rest of their shows
  • Harley Quinn- the comics, but Birds of Prey was unexpectedly enjoyable
  • And many other animated shows like BoJack Horseman, Voltron Legendary Defender, Tuca and Bertie, and Yakusoku no Neverland (The Promised Neverland)

And I may or may not discuss these and others, especially if prompted by an ask or a comment about them. 

Also, the diversity of my interest has me reading constantly, and I’ve started GM-ing D&D, working on podcasts, and overall just writing more. And if y’all want to see that content, just let me know. 

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Character Analysis: On Steven in SU Future Part 1

It’s been quite a while since the last SU analysis, but let’s get right back at it. In this post, I want to talk about how Steven was introduced in Steven Universe Future (SUF). I’ll be limiting the discussion of his character to the first 10 episodes, from Little Homeschool to Prickly Pair, because I feel like episode 10 serves as a really good act break for the series. Mainly, I’ll be focusing on the jarring introduction we have to Steven who, we see, struggles with peacetime. 

If any of you remember my reaction posts where I talk about how my kid cousin reacts to watching SU, well, she’s not such a kid anymore and found 16-year old Steven uncomfortable to watch at times. 

In SUF, Steven is 16. Mentally and emotionally, that's quite a ways away from where he started in Gem Glow, when he was only 13 years old. Saying he’s also been through a lot is an understatement. And if the answering back, general fatigue, and tough cynicism, surprises you, you’ll have to consider that:

1. We’ve seen this side of Steven since the SU Movie and even in the SU series

The SU movie began with Steven wanting his happily ever after. In the aftermath of Change Your Mind, Steven was slowly rebuilding his life back on Earth. After two years, he thinks he’s finally settled down. That’s when Spinel arrived. And quite a few times, he responds to the events going on around him with cynicism, frustration, and feeling as though he’s been cheated out of his peacetime and closure. 

Finally done! Finally us! Finally we...
Are in the future!
Happily ever after, here we are.

Source: SU Wiki

And this thinking is probably true for a lot of us. We tend to view our life in chapters and neat boxes. We try to point to just one big thing that we’re chipping away at slowly, in the hopes that after that thing is solved, we’ll finally be happy. Whether that’s money, power, or a specific attainment, it’s easier to generalise one thing as the solution to our problems.

For Steven, it was dismantling the Great Diamond Authority and freeing the colonies. The GDA and especially White Diamond served as the embodiment of what he felt was his main obstacle.

When Spinel introduces a new problem, one left behind by his mother, he’s understandably frustrated, because Steven was born into a context he couldn’t control, and over and over again it feels as though Rose’s shadow continues to cast a darkness over his life that he cannot escape.

But life doesn’t resolve itself so neatly. For as long as we remain, there will always be new challenges to face and new opportunities to take what we can from them. Even in the movie, Bismuth tells him,

When has it ever been easy? Hasn't it always been hard to be us? When you go against the grain, There's always somebody around you can't trust...

Source: SU Wiki

And in SUF, he once again feels that way. Supposedly, the past was supposed to be put behind him. That’s why calling it Steven Universe Future is so brilliant. The entire series, he’s trying to look to the future, but the past cannot so simply be erased.

There are other things, like Steven imposing his will (in ways he cannot control at times) over others. The way his bubble enclosed over everyone in Little Graduation is very similar to his trapping Lars and Sadie in Island Adventure. Steven is still Steven, and sometimes, Steven overzealously thinks he knows what’s best for people and wants to help them be happy. It’s just that Steven has powers that can literally force people together.

Snow Day is reminiscent of Steven’s Birthday when Steven is afraid Connie is going to outgrow him, and he tries very hard to act his age, even pushing the limits of his shapeshifting.

The difference is that the way he’s experiencing and processing these same feelings is more complex now. He isn’t insistent that Lars and Sadie should be together because he thinks they would be. Now he just feels like he’s being left behind while everyone else’s lives and decisions are going in their own directions. It wasn’t that Lars and Sadie decided they weren’t going to work out so much as he, as their friend, felt like all of this happened without his knowing. 

Similarly, Steven isn’t afraid of being outgrown or left behind now, but he does want to be acknowledged for the age and maturity he does have and how he wants to present himself. Because at the core of it...

2. SUF is about Growing into Adulthood

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