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A collection of analyses on my current fixations. I go by Nes.
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From what you said about Peridot in Back To The Kindergarten, could this mean that Lapis is like the Kindergarten, being a wasteland that cannot be healed or fixed and there is nothing Peridot or Steven can do to help her at all or only in that moment?

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Hi there! I’d say that’s a bit of an extreme conclusion. The main point of the post was that things just couldn’t go back to exactly the way they were or be the way we want them to be Because as careful as we are about how we handle our actions, there is always a bigger situation and context we can’t control.

Lapis is like the Kindergarten. She’s had experiences that have made it difficult for her to trust people easily, and immediately go on the defensive and avoid getting tangled up in more conflict to survive. In the same way the Kindergarten has been drained of its minerals, Lapis is tired. She’s tired of fighting, tired of running, tired of always feeling unsafe.

She took really well to farm life because it was consistent and quiet. In that environment and on her own terms, she was able to develop her relationships, enough that by her next flight, she was willing to take Peridot, Pumpkin, and the barn with her. This is the same Peridot whom she hated at first. That sense of relationship, or even just plain attachment to other individuals and the memories they made with her, even after a bad start, would have been much more difficult for the Lapis we saw in Ocean Gem. 

The Kindergarten can never go back to the green, earthy space that it was before the Gems arrived. The same minerals that allow for organic life to thrive were absorbed by the gems who were growing there. It does not mean that nothing good can ever happen in the Kindergarten. It could be repurposed in so many ways. One personal headcanon of mine is that eventually, the Kindergarten becomes a new place to live, filled with life that was largely absent from it. Though at present, it cannot be considered a place where things are born, it can still serve other purposes and be other things, when its context is taken into account.

In short, things change and we can’t expect them to be the same as they used to be, but it doesn’t mean they lose all potential to change again. 

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Anonymous asked:

Okay the episode "Back to the kindergarten" Season 5 ep 8... Am I looking too much into the theme of the episode... Or does it speak of how to let go and move on? Like how Peridot wanting life back in the kindergarten is similar to her wanting the barn and Lapis back... Basically telling her to move on to fresher areas and focus on other people? Like she can't keep focusing on what happened but she can choose to look for others that will make her happy?

Hi there! I’m rather fond of that episode, and before anything I wouldn’t say that it qualifies as “overthinking” at all! When art is put out there, it does not solely belong to its creators any more. Your take on the episode is how I’d read Peridot’s character development as well.

The desire to have something grow in the Kindergarten is more than just wanting Lapis and the barn back. Recall that making things come alive in Kindergartens is what Peridot was created to do. Being a “Certified Kindergartener” was a point of pride for her, and a huge part of her identity. When she was stranded on Earth with no allies and no hope of being rescued, the one thing that helped her gain some sense of independence and re-humanisation was when she went with Steven and Amethyst to the Kindergarten in Too Far. Before that, she was leashed to a post, her incendiary statements were dismissed or led to punishment instead of educating her and helping her unlearn what she’s believed her entire life.

The Peridot of today derives her identity from so much more than just making Gems pop out of the ground. Farming had become a way to combine her past, all her knowledge about soil material and making things grow, with sustainability and a newfound appreciation for organic life, something Peridot hinted at in Message Received.

Wanting the flowers to grow in the Kindergarten on the most immediate level was about gaining some semblance of routine and familiarity. Her “home” was gone, and the crops that she had cultivated and nurtured around it would always have that gaping hole close by, reminding her of what wasn’t there anymore. The Kindergarten was her old “home.” It was where she started out her journey on Earth and where she began to find her place with the other Crystal Gems. She may have thought that she could reinstate some sort of new home now that her real home was gone.

Of course, it’s more complicated than that. Home wasn’t just the physical barn and the crops. It also involved having someone like Lapis, someone with whom she could learn about the ways of Earth. As different as they were, Peridot was right in saying that they were in the same position: they had nowhere else to go. 

Her presence was something that no physical place could fill. That’s why even after “moving in” to the Gem Temple, Peridot saw no reason to try making the space her own, the way she did the barn. 

Another thing is that Peridot can be very absorbed into her work. Having something to do can give her tunnel vision. She regards good work ethic and competence highly. Outcomes and results are important to her very pragmatic mind. Working together with the Crystal Gems to stop the Cluster was precisely how the Steven was able to reach out to her.

So aside from creating a space of familiarity, Peridot was also looking for a distraction. She could focus on the new farm and spend all her time and energy on it, leaving herself no time to miss Lapis, the barn, and the comfortable Earth life she had finally settled into. 

She says as much,

I was pretty much using this as a distraction from losing Lapis, losing the barn, and just a general sense of complete hopelessness I tend to deal with on a day-to-day basis.

Source: SU Wiki

It’s striking to me that amid this internal struggle to fill in the holes left by Lapis’ departure, Peridot blames herself. Conversely, we have Amethyst saying, “Wow, you were right. This place really is dead.” Amethyst is saying that it’s the ground, and not the farmer that prevented anything from growing. 

On the other hand, Peridot directs the responsibility towards herself. Now that her home was gone, she returned to tying her self-worth with her ability to get things done, in this case, making something grow in the Kindergarten. 

This clod’s just like us! Too dumb to get with the program!

Source: SU Wiki

Initially, we think she’s going to blame the quality of the soil or the Earth for being unable to sustain life in the Kindergarten, but in the end, it’s a simile for herself. 

It should be noted that when Peridot is talking about the general feeling of hopelessness that’s pervading her day-to-day activities, it’s more than just losing Lapis and the barn. Homeworld is coming, and they’re angry. To Peridot, the Crystal Gems have a very real chance of losing this one, and the Gem who has offered her the greatest solace recently, has left. 

In Raising the Barn, Peridot was already on the fence about taking Steven’s advice. She didn’t want to leave Earth, but she didn’t want to lose Lapis. Peridot isn’t amazing at reading people, but she’s lived with Lapis long enough that she knows what sets Lapis off. It’s a testament to the efforts she’s made to understand her Barn Mate.

Given that, she also knows that Lapis’ coping mechanism is to shut everyone out and burn bridges to survive. 

But it really only confirmed to me that once you mess something up, it’s ruined for good and nothing will ever be able to grow again.

Source: SU Wiki

The thing is, Peridot probably knew that Lapis would have left with or without her. She knew the risk of speaking her mind and she obviously knows how much the life they were living meant to her. That she did says a lot about how she values life on Earth and it’s something for another post. 

At the heart of the endeavour, Peridot wanted to fix what was broken. When she sees the fields of sunflowers, she says that she wanted that for the Kindergarten. She wanted everything to be okay. 

The thing is, we can’t control everything. Sometimes things don’t work out the way we want to. And I like that the Kindergarten was what was used for this. Sometimes, there’s just a context, a background, some baggage that we didn’t really cause, but now we’re there and living in the aftermath.

Peridot didn’t strip the Kindergarten of all life. She didn’t cause Lapis to fear trusting others. She didn’t cause the tension between Earth and Homeworld. But all these things were happening. Though her confession to Lapis may have played a role in putting her in the situation everyone was in now, it was by no means the sole cause of it.

Understanding that is a big step in accepting that there are just things that won’t always work out in our favour. And I do think that by the end of the episode, that was what was running through Peridot’s head.

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Anonymous asked:

Can you imagine how cute an overcooked ruby would be?

If this gives me any indication, I don’t even know if I’ll be able to see her! 

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I think a lot of people forget that Amethyst wasn’t just overcooked, but her exit hole was also too close to the ground.

Agree! That could have prevented her from forming to her full size and the workaround would have been to make her smaller. But evolution and design is a very fragile process in that there's a reason things are the size they are. Adjusting for that may have led to her taking longer to form because it wasn't the "optimal" size and her body wanted to make certain it was a viable form.

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Anonymous asked:

I like to imagine Pink Diamond was born out of the Earth, and while you note that the Diamonds maintain an image of timeless and what not, I think there might be something you have not considered: I always imagined gem creation is... a gem is incubated, absorbs elements from the surrounding environment... but the control is not developed fine enough that gemkind can just choose which gems in specific to create. Why else would Sapphire be "rare" if Homeworld can control what is created?

Anonymous said:(Cont.) So a Diamond being born is not just growing huge powerful beings as if the Diamonds can do so at their leisure, but huge powerful beings coming into existence miraculously and against immense odds - four, specifically, out of however many millions… billions… of gems there are.

In that regard, by virtue of knowing what the composition of the planet was, gems would also be able to know the kind of gem that would come out. What must be considered is that by this point, gems have got Kindergartens down to a science. The have technicians trained specifically to ascertain that their efforts of incubating a new gem do not go to waste. Each time they use up soil, they’re not praying something good comes out. Everything from the location to the alignment of the exit holes is planned to the tee. It’s an exact science that Certified Kindergarteners like Peridot are trained to facilitate. 

Rarity is determined by materials. Not all planets are rich in the same materials. At the same time, planets have different concentrations of different materials in different places on just one planet. Some materials are just not that abundant in space, which could lead to some gems being rarer than are others. I’m not saying my theory is infallible, only that it doesn’t sit right with me to have so much technology, personnel, and resources for growing gems, only to have it be a total stroke of luck for gems to arise.

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Something about your analysis on Jasper's weapon. She used to serve Pink Diamond, right? Don't you think it would have been strange for a gem serving P.D. to have Yellow Diamond's symbol on her weapon? What if before serving Y.D. Jasper's helmet (and personality, because the way someone goes about fighting often times relates to how one goes around life) was more like a helmet (defensive), and only afterwards she felt the need to compensate with strenght (adding Y.D's symbol as the hammer head)

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Did you know I didn’t notice that the hammer had a yellow diamond on it until you mentioned? HAHA

My personal analysis, more or less, is that gem weapons don’t pop out with the gems. Gem weapons are cultivated over time, distilling the core of who the gem is into a singular object they deem most necessary. This, to me, would explain why there was a need for material weapons like Bismuth’s swords and flails, and Rose’s armour in the first place. Because there was a time when gems didn’t use these weapons to fight.

Where did gem weapons arise? Sometime after the Crystal Gems got together. During then and the war, a lot of gems would have had to make tough individual decisions. A lot of gems would have been looking for their identity and where they fit in, not only in the war, but also which side they were fighting for. Jasper feels a deep affinity for Pink Diamond. As likely as it is that Jasper never met her, she still considers Pink her Diamond. 

And yet, as you mention, much like the CGs who have little star motifs on their weapons, Jasper has a big yellow diamond on hers. The thing is, since a gem weapon, as confirmed by the Crenwiverse, is individual to a gem, I don’t think gems can change their weapons at the core. So Jasper’s helmet was always a helmet. But you’re right in saying that modifications can be made.

My one caveat is that Bismuths didn’t start out making gem weapon modifications, first, because they were very limited in their roles back on Homeworld, and second, because they were making material weapons at the beginning of the war. 

For me, this makes it rather unlikely for the hammer portion to be a post-modification. One other thing I’d like to bring up is that yellow is a colour of Jasper. She’s mostly varying shades of orange, but even facts of her gem and her eyes are yellow. It could be possible that yellow is part of her motif. I mean, I get that there’s a lot of imagery with the yellow diamond, but 

looking at the two shots I used earlier, her helmet has a lot of yellows. And we recall that the Beta Kindergarten is yellow. Even while the Alpha Kindergarten has all the pink aesthetic on the outside, the control room, the technology, the kindergarteners, all work under Yellow Diamond. What this means to me is that Yellow Diamond’s influence is slightly, insidiously in all of the Kindergarten-born gems in a way that is taken for granted, because it’s her sect that makes them possible. 

So long story short, two possibilities that aren’t mutually exclusive of the other. First, that Yellow is really a part of Jasper’s aesthetic and that would be very interesting because like Peridot, her aesthetic would have more than one main colour. Second, Kindergartens have YD’s subtle influence and that could be what translated into Jasper. I’m also of the assumption that the yellower sand compared to the Alpha Kindergarten makes yellower gems since the gemstones draw their properties from the ground they’re planted in.

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Do you think it is possible that there are or can be Fusion Gems that aren't fusions? Like can an be brought into existence the same way as a Pearl or Amethyst or does she HAVE to be the result of a fusion?

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From what I’m getting, it’s a question of whether you can grow a Garnet from the ground, right? :)

And my answer to that would be yes, theoretically. The material and minerals just have to be the right kind. But if that’s the case, then practical answer would be no. The reason I think fusions are so powerful and feared back on Homeworld, to the point that they’d be dismissed as war machines, is that they haven't found a way to harness that kind of power homegrown. They’re likely too rare to find or too difficult to make given Homeworld’s current resource shortage.

At the same time, I feel like fusion is then a good stand-in for “better together,” one of the core messages of the show. There’s no shame in not having it all, because we can help each other be better. Also, I really like the idea that we can have ideas of some level of “perfect” or “infinity” in our heads, but it’s not something we experience in real life. In the same way the gems that come out of fusions aren’t practically created, but we know that it’s a concept that a gem can just be stronger and greater than the sum of it’s parts. I’m prattling on a bit here, but it’s a bit difficult for me to completely put into words. 

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Some Thoughts: Pink Diamond

I’ve looked over all the suggestions for what to write about, particularly from the three-parter (Beta, Earthlings, Back to the Moon). After re-watching the episodes, I find myself intrigued and wanting to process PD’s character and story. So with that, here it goes.

@ladyofthegeneral​ said: And of course, your thoughts on Pink Diamond and why Rose shattered her, and maybe who she was, considering she only has one little colony. When you have time, of course!
@fleurusagi​ said: So it seems that Pink Diamond has (or had) her gem on the same place Rose did (and now Steven). Any significance on that or just a coincidence?

Just as an introduction, I have my own thoughts as to how Homeworld works, and I’ve written multiple posts about it from everything we’ve seen.

In short, the present Homeworld functions on a very utilitarian basis. Nothing should go to waste. Not gems, not resources, not time and effort. Because Homeworld is going through a resource shortage, it’s actions are dictated by what is available and efficient. The ideal Homeworld features each gem in a particular place, doing a job, being taught and socialised by its own kind. Each stratum has its own rules, both formal and informal, culture, and expectations. From Pearls, to Quartzes, to Diamonds, no one is exempt from this system. And it is this system that insidiously, and sometimes overtly, encourages collectivist thought, putting the good of all above the good of the self.

A system like this sets limitations on everyone, even the Diamonds. As much as gems would like to believe them as god-like and perfect beings (Peridot, Message Received) or faceless members of the upper class (Bismuth, Bismuth), they are still individual gems with their own motives and their own relationship dynamic. This is something I’d like to keep in mind as the PD post goes on, because it is the foundation underlying everything that’s about to be said.

Because we are increasingly seeing the Diamonds have very individualistic reactions and feelings. Yellow Diamond in Message Received showed that beyond her role as a leader, beyond having to be the “Decider,” and beyond knowing she’s responsible for a Homeworld in crisis, she still chooses to shun Earth. She loses the objective and logical views she is known for. It was personal. There is a fallible, imperfect, tired, and frustrated person underneath all the expectations to be otherwise. So let’s apply that to PD.

1. Earth was PD’s first colony but not for the reasons we think

From the depictions of the Diamond mural, we see that each of the Diamonds have several small circles that they’re holding. And some of these circles have even smaller circles. It’s clear from the mural that these represent the colonies of the different Diamonds.  Some of the planets even have rings around them, much like the rings of Saturn or Uranus. Many of the planets have satellites orbiting around them, some more than others.

Something I want to get out of the way is the idea that Pink Diamond was “given” Earth as a colony, or that she refused to gain a colony until this time. Because it doesn’t fit in with what we’ve consistently been seeing from Homeworld. What we know is that Homeworld is a conquering space race, because they cannot reap the resources of a planet without degrading life on it completely. They cannot reuse a planet; everything is drained. 

That is their motivation for expansion and colonisation. Not because it’s “fun” or they feel like it. Each time they colonise, they’re using up precious resources that are exhaustible and irreparable. Even at the height of their civilisation, what seemed like the Golden Age before the war, they were still wary about a wanton use of resources. In The Answer, the first thing Blue Diamond does is to run. Not engage the rebels or fight them. And this is accepted because in gem society she is irreplaceable. The entire idea of poofing your enemies before shattering them stems from the fact that gems are a precious resource. Shattering was reserved for only the absolute worst crimes, and on this blog on multiple occasions we’ve talked about why BD chose to shatter Ruby at that moment in particular.

Even perceived enemies like Lapis were used for information rather than outright destroyed, both during and after the war. And Homeworld made sure to evacuate as many of their forces as they could before deploying the Light Bomb. 

What then becomes consistent about Homeworld is that they try to be as efficient with their scarce resources as possible. Two other issues that play into PD’s first colony have a lot to do with recent episodes we saw:

First, that quartzes rank much higher than do ordinary gems, and second, that Earth was a huge battleground in which Homeworld tried everything to take back the planet.

To engage the latter point, it seems very out of character for a culture that prides itself on weighing harms and benefits to stubbornly try to take back a planet, leading to the loss of many gem lives, knowing that their chances at winning were slim to none. Going back to the events in The Answer, we see that Homeworld likes winning and being able to predict the outcome of the battle. They want to be assured victory because it just makes more sense to invest in something that guarantees returns.

Yet they fought for Earth, which means that there is something intrinsic to this planet that Homeworld deemed important enough to continue fighting for: The minerals. Earth is an environment conducive to creating quartz gems. We see it in the Kindergartens, specifically the Alpha Kindergarten. It’s tinged with pink hues. SU associates colour with characters very frequently, and this shows that the Quartzes and their Kindergartens, belonged to Pink Diamond. 

This is why the characters talk about Rose, Amethyst, and Jasper, the “Quartz Gems” as belonging to PD. And we can clearly see that PD’s influence is present at times and absent in others. The Alpha Kindergarten contrasts sharply with the Beta Kindergarten.

Source: SU Wiki

And it seems odd, because they should all be quartz soldiers coming out of there. But Peridot explains that the Beta Kindergarten was a last ditch effort to create more soldiers as Homeworld had begun to lose the war. It’s likely that PD had already been taken out at this point in the timeline, and that the other Diamonds had to assume her duties. Much like how Peridot now claims that YD is in charge of all Homeworld’s military in Hit the Diamond, even though what’s been consistent about her character is the motif of technology.

Source: SU Wiki

This tells us several things. First, that PD was indeed in charge of the military on Homeworld. She would be the one managing quartz gems. In that regard, it wouldn’t be strange that she didn’t have colonies of her own. Because we’re led to believe that the battle for Earth is the first big war Gemkind had to engage in. A military commander wouldn’t really be managing a colony of civilians. 

As such, Earth is an ideal colony for someone like PD, because quartzes can be made abundantly on its soil. PD would oversee their training, their growth and socialisation. 

And this engages the earlier point. Why are quartzes so important that even after the technological boom on Homeworld, they would still expend precious resources to recover one Jasper?

Quartzes aren’t easy to make and the resources to make them are few and far between. Notice that in the interactions with current Homeworld soldiers, we’ve seen only a squad of Rubies. Quartzes rank highly because, similar to the argument made for BD in The Answer, they are rare and incredibly difficult to replace. That’s why Homeworld fought for Earth as hard as they did. 

Earth is PD’s first colony likely because prior to Earth, there was no need for such a wide scale military effort in the past. So when the opportunity arose such that there was a planet where quartzes could just pop out of the ground like daisies, Homeworld, being the efficient civilisation it is, seized it accordingly.

2. There’s no evidence the Diamonds had an asymmetric distribution of power

[Addendum]: I want to reblog this post because of some of the questions that I’ve received about it. I find the entire idea of placing Jasper within the PD-shattering timeline very interesting because either way we end up with a character whose context is very very interesting. 

Anonymous said: Hi! I greatly enjoyed reading you PD post, and was excited to see you popping in during your semester! (I hope it's a good one :)) I have a question about beta kindergarten creation timeline. I've seen a couple people saying it may have been created after PD was shattered, but I'm a bit confused. Jasper came from there, and from her words and Eyeball's ("where were you when it happened?") I thought it must have at least been started while PD was alive? Possibly most of it was after though?
Anonymous said: due to how affected was Jasper about Pink Diamond's desease, i think that probably PD created her, i know Beta Kindergarden was likely done very quickly because the need of Quartz warriors at the end of the war and the way the most of Jaspers were made there but Jasper was done when PD was still alive and she came out very nice.. perhaps she was the first Jasper?

In my original post, I talked about how it’s likely that the Beta Kindergarten was put into place closer to the end of the war, and doesn’t have the pink touches that we see in the Alpha Kindergarten. Some of the comments I saw and the two asks above open up a really nice question, so here I’ll talk about what the implications are for either case.

The thing I want to clear up first is that I wouldn’t say the anchoring basis for Jasper’s being created before PD was shattered is that she’s upset by her death. Jasper is clearly caught up about it, and it’s something that appears to be very personal to her. But we do know that one doesn’t necessarily have to meet someone in order to feel this kind of emotional attachment. Case in point: Steven. 

Steven has never met Rose. All he knows about her are stories from the gems and from Greg. But he feels a deep affinity for her. He feels sad that he’ll never get to know her. He’s sad that she’s gone. He doesn’t mourn the way the other gems do, but he’s mourning nonetheless.

In this manner, we can see why Jasper would be angry and upset with the gems based on her belief that Rose shattered PD. Because Rose would be the direct reason Jasper would never have met PD, would never have had the chance to serve under her and be recognised and validated by the one gem who mattered. Every time I do an analysis of Jasper, one thing I bring up is the idea that she’s holding herself up to a standard and always trying to prove she deserves it. 

Gems are incredibly loyal to their Diamonds because they identify with their factions. It is where they feel they belong. For Jasper, knowing that the chance to have that belonging was taken away from her, even after she fought her way to freedom, surpassing the odds that were stacked against her; it feels bitter and incomplete.

Recall that Jasper is the gem no one expected to succeed. Just by being created in the Beta Kindergarten already set an expectation for a low-quality, quickly made gem. Yet Jasper, against all odds, forced her way out of her hole. She fought until she could be recognised. And even though she wasn’t a big name during the war, she wanted to be because some small part of her felt she deserved it after everything she’d been through.

I mention in the PD post that YD has assumed the role of the military, when really, her niche has been shown to be technology and research. The Kindergartens themselves are clearly the work of YD. The control room in the Alpha Kindergarten has her yellow aesthetic and is somewhere a technician like Peridot feels familiar. Yet Peridot does note that YD commands all of Homeworld’s military now. In this way I think what was left of PD’s court after the war had to be divided and split up among the Diamonds, and the soldiers were assigned to YD.

And that hurts. It’s similar to having your society just relocated or demarcated without attention to culture or any other nuance. It’s an act of efficiency, but it doesn’t make it feel right for the individuals experiencing the relocation.

Which is again why Jasper would be understandably upset at how things had changed. She was created during a very tumultuous time in Homeworld’s history, and looking at it from this perspective, she never had the chance to finally settle down, because there was no place for her because there was no PD.

This is the narrative I like a lot, because it draws parallels between Steven and Jasper. It’s especially relevant because at the moment Steven feels very alienated from Jasper, that they don’t have a common experience to humanise the other. So I think this angle is both feasible and potentially enriching.

But I think that the alternative can also hold true, for other reasons. Eyeball’s comment of “Where were you when it happened?” could be a genuine question. I feel that Eyeball knows enough about Jasper to have a rough idea of when Jasper was created and Jasper’s triumphs during the war. Then again, during the war, resources were very thinly spread out and I doubt there were chroniclers following everyone around, which is why the possibility for either scenario still stands, in my eyes.

If this were the case though, then Jasper’s character arc would have more parallels to Pearl’s. She would have been someone who fought for her Diamond specifically. And in her context, as someone born directly into war, created for the sole purpose of being a reinforcement in a battle she had no say in joining, this would have been the seed of her code. The idea that she had to stand for something greater than herself, and be strong for her Homeworld and for all the “failed, defective” quartzes would come to fruition sometime during the war. She may never have actually met PD, but the idea that she wanted to, that she wanted PD to recognise her one day and validate her existence as more than a Beta is something that I find significant and a believable angle of her character.

Throughout the series, especially of late, we see a Jasper who is searching for affirmation. A reaffirmation of her strength, as seen in her first appearances, and later of her intrinsic worth, as seen in her interactions with Lapis after their unfusion. 

So to have PD shattered along with all of the possible feelings of fulfilment, victory seemed hollow. And that would be why Jasper was so keen on defeating Rose Quartz. I mentioned before that Jasper seemed more taken with the idea of defeating her than with the actual idea of the battle, but in that light, it’s clear why. Jasper wants closure, and she thinks the only way to do that is by being stronger than the one who defeated her personal model of strength.

One interesting thought this brings up is something I’d broached earlier but thought was disproven: The idea that Jasper isn’t as happy or as high up on Homeworld as she feels she deserves. And now this may be true because of her status as a Beta Kindergartener. So in light of all the new things that have come up, I’m more than excited to see what the past was like and what’s in store for her in the future.

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A Theory on Beta Part One

I missed an analysis post today because I caught a stach bug so that's not wonderful. I'll have one or two up tomorrow though before Beta premieres. Something I'd been mulling over was the title of the episode. Beta is the second letter of the Greek alphabet. As in, there'd need to be an alpha for that to make sense. Though we do have characters who have been called "defective" or feel second-best, we've never had those words actually used by them to describe themselves. If I recall correctly, someone once mentioned the Alpha Kindergarten in an episode I'm going to dig up. First explicit use of the word. If that's the case, in Beta we're likely going to see another Kindergarten. On Earth Kindergartens were built for Quartzes. I've mentioned multiple times that the first time Jasper felt vulnerable may have been during the Rebellion. This is especially true if she were only a new gem then. Conclusion: Bring on the Jasper backstory.

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Ability Analysis: Amethyst

@mystmoon said: Amethyst ability? I don't mind if it gets super long XD

Source: SU Wiki

This may be a long post, so let’s just get to it!

1. Rolling-spin

A. Dash: One of the first attacks we ever see Amethyst see is the spin dash. It involves her rolling her body into a ball shape, and with that momentum, charging into her opponent.

Source: SU Wiki 

Something significant about this attack, is that she’s very agile with it. She can zip left and right and change directions quickly to follow her opponent while in this position. Given my thoughts on how gem abilities are tailored to the role a gem plays in society, I think that there are distinct roles different quartz soldiers might play in battle.

The other quartz character who makes use of this spin dash is Jasper, and hers is both on fire and forcefully one-directional. On the other hand, Amethyst’s dash makes for easy manoeuvrability, and I feel that this ability would be very useful as their forces begin to penetrate enemy lines. Because in On the Run, we see Amethyst change direction to follow Pearl. That means within the dash attack, she can see, or at the very least have some form of enhanced proprioception. At the front, it would be very difficult to break their formation, but if you had someone who could zip around relatively quickly and at the same time distinguish friend from foe, you could break the enemy formation and very quickly get rid of some key players at the same time.

On a personal level, the dash attack, and the rolling spin attacks in general reflect how much Amethyst likes to throw herself into things wholeheartedly. Peridot’s perceived betrayal in Message Received seemed to have taken the most visible toll on Amethyst. She wouldn’t even speak about it during the chase sequence without visibly glaring. Because Amethyst invests a lot into her relationships; she’s all-in. In the short sequence for We Are the Crystal Gems which showcases the full song, Amethyst says “We’ll like it, even if it’s bad!” While it’s played off as a joke, that’s actually whom she is. She’s the type of person to open up and make connections.

Between the three senior CGs, Amethyst is the one with the most contact in Beach City. Years after the last time she sees Vidalia, she kicks it off with her as though they were never apart. She’s often seen walking around the town, even going with Steven up to the counter to get the fry bits. And once she says she’s going to be with you on something, she’s there 100%. 

It’s the same with tasks. She may seem noncommittal about duties and chores, such as storing the Desert Glass, but when she does decide to want doing something, she commits. Her entire room arrangement is something that she is completely consistent with, throughout the episodes it’s mentioned. And she has a system for that room where she can find everything she needs. This isn’t a random tossing of objects.

Maybe underlying all this is an inkling of that quartz soldier loyalty, but that loyalty can be freely interpreted, because it certainly isn’t the same kind loyalty as the one Jasper has. Generally, Jasper is loyal to her code, to concepts, to ideals. Generally, Amethyst is loyal to people, the very tangible people she needs to see in front of her every day.

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B. Bomb: The rolling-spin bomb is something rather related to the dash. Instead of charging at her opponents after rolling into a ball, the drops on them, but the momentum is similar.

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I’d add that this ability could be used quite literally to drop Amethysts behind enemy lines. Seen in When it Rains, the attack is slower, and more controlled, so they could land on specific individuals if they wanted.

I see this attack as very Amethyst. Amethyst has a lot of loud outburst-like moments, but in both these attacks, we don’t get to see her. This is an interesting fighting style because it leaves the attacker relatively unknown. If you think about it, Amethyst doesn’t like confrontation when it comes to arguing or something that she thinks won’t end well. When she’s angry with Peridot in Too Far, she just flat out ignores her and gives her the cold shoulder.

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She would have rather not dealt with the problem at all, not brought out her feelings at all, than to have to face Peridot and tell her that Peridot hurt her and was wrong. In the same way, in Cry for Help, Amethyst hesitated to tell Garnet about Pearl’s deception. When she made some sound of disapproval, she couldn’t bring herself to say the words. In both these cases, Steven stepped in as a mediator to actually bring the words out. Tiger Millionaire, Amethyst just hid Purple Puma from the others for who knows how long, rather than explain she felt stifled and that this was a perfectly legitimate avenue.

I think one of the most under-addressed examples comes from On the Run, when Amethyst, after asking Pearl to leave them alone, multiple times, starts to lash out. It’s the tipping point of years of being told things associated with her were all “bad.” After everything is said and done in that episode, Amethyst never brings it up again, but the last impression she got out of that encounter was “You’re the one good thing that came out of all this badness.” That’s not an incredibly uplifting line to tell someone, particularly someone who wants to know more about what all this “badness (Kindergarten)” is because that person actually sort of identifies with but doesn’t have a choice in what she gets to know about it. (These are my side-hopes for Kindergarten Kid.)

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Gem Abilities

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This wasn’t the intention when I began writing this post, but I think it’s a kind of partner to my Gem Weapons post. In that post, I talked about general things on the weapons the gems can summon and how they relate specifically to context and identity, rather than the designated function of the gem when they were created. A clear example of this is Pearl, who was created without the intent of being “built for fighting” but possessing an equally deadly gem weapon, that fits her aesthetic and personality more than it does her function as a Pearl.

On the other hand, I think Gem abilities speak more of what the gem was designed to do when they were created. Because Gem Abilities were widely used on Homeworld before the Rebellion, and gems were aware of them. Gem Weapons, though, were something they had to discover on their own over time, because, as the post mentions, we don’t see anyone using their weapons in the initial clashes in The Answer, but Sapphire was touted for her abilities early on.

To be clear, when I talk about Abilities here, I’m referring to the things that look like “magic powers” to human beings. Unless their strength, speed, and other physical attributes are something noteworthy, to me this isn’t really an ability, because all gems have enhanced physical attributes compared to human beings.

Origin

As mentioned, I think that Gems are taught to use their abilities from the day they emerge. The Answer is the canonically “earliest” point in time, and even when there was no use of Gem Weaponry, abilities were already something that gems could have been known for and used. There’s this other thing about how abilities tend to complement the position that gems are given in Homeworld society.

To me, this is indicative of gems being designed and programmed in a certain way that optimises them best. One of the biggest indicators of this, is how no one recognised what a Peridot was in Warp Tour. When she first warps in, 

Pearl: *whispering* Who is that? Garnet: *whispering* No idea.

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These are the two of the oldest Crystal Gems currently in the show, who came from Homeworld, who saw different gems everywhere and fought against them as well if need be. They didn’t recognise what gem it was that just came in. And to me this shows that to this day, Homeworld is still creating new gems for specific roles and jobs, tailor-fit for those roles and jobs.

If this is the case, it’s a lot of experimenting with genetics. In Gem Drill, Peridot mentions that her gem is made of peridotite. If this is the case, Homeworld may be looking for different places which have different materials to build their colonies. This would lead to different kinds of gems appearing. These gems would probably have some basic function about them that was important to a particular role. This is why we see a lot of Kindergarten plans on Earth in It Could Have Been Great; we’re led to believe that they were going to be the Kindergartens for quartz soldiers in particular. There must be something about Earth that makes it conducive for creating quartzes.

Given that particular gems can arise from particular materials. these gems may have abilities of their own. But Homeworld uses these abilities. This means there is a lot of study on what each gem type’s abilities are and what they could possibly do, so that when the new gems emerge, they can be taught to use these right away.

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Then there are these. The injectors eponymously drill holes into the ground and inject gem-growing substance. Borrowing from the sci-fi premise of the show, I think it’s a primordial ooze that functions like a program installer. When the ooze makes contact with the ground substance, the program is unpacked and the software “installs” itself. When unpacking is complete, the gemstone is formed (like the application folder appearing in your hard drive). As it installs itself, incubation period for the gem begins as information is written into the gem and at the final stages, the humanoid form takes shape as well.

I think that Homeworld has also tried to optimise this process through Kindergartens. I mean, they could just wait for gems to naturally form in certain environments (as we do in our world), but they want things to be controlled and uniform. They want abilities to have the same potency. So they sterilise and control the process through Kindergartens. But if there were some reaction that mimicked the injector process naturally, (I personally like @hoopsncats theories on this) then you’d have similar but not identical gems arise from the process.

So in the beginning, I think the natural way was the only way they knew they could create gems, but as scientific research expanded and took off for gem kind, (they were alive for millennia) they started to find ways to streamline and optimise the process.

In Back to the Barn, Peridot says,

Peridot: Excuse me? I am a natural technician and a certified Kindergartener. I was made for this! You were made to take orders, not to give them!

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And to me this shows that she was made specifically for her job, as was everyone else. It really brings back the sci-fi to the show.

Purpose

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To go briefly, the purpose of these abilities had a lot to do with the roles that were needed on Homeworld, as well as how rare the ground substance material is. As such, whichever abilities were most in demand at the time and hard to come across would have gems with higher stature. For instance, during the time of the war, Sapphire was a high-ranked aristocratic gem. It was mentioned that she was also rare. But during war, her future vision was incredibly handy. If she had enough information about both sides, she could essentially predict how things were going to go. Peridots weren’t made on Earth and before the war, probably because the ground substance wasn’t easily accessible. Homeworld would have had to dig two hours into the ground for superheated peridotite, which would be contaminated and useless in contact with the cooler air above. But maybe, they found an entire planet with ample peridotite, in super hot environments. That would cause Peridots to become abundant. Additionally, with the shift towards technological advancements, there would be a huge need for technicians. 

For instance, Peri can generate a weak electric current, and that would be useful to kickstart some machinery without a nearby power source. Pearls would have the storage ability, and hologram abilities because they were servants. They held things for their masters, reminded them of appointments; hence the need for these abilities.

Significance

More to the point, I think that these abilities were indicative of two things about Homeworld. First, this is even more evidence that Homeworld doesn’t just do things because they’re evil and it’s fun to oppress their people. When they describe the caste system in this way, that there are functions inherent to you that can help their race as a whole and the caste system is based on your usefulness, it’s pretty difficult to argue with that kind of logic. And that’s probably why a lot of Gems chose not to rebel. It’s a hurtful system, but there’s something systematic about it nonetheless and it sounds so noble at face value: Do what you’re best at; do what you’re meant to do. What’s actually harmful about this logic, is that it gets perverted into “You can only do what you’re best at; you  can only do what you’re meant to do.”

Second, it shows that abilities, much like everything else about the show, aren’t just magical processes that happen. There’s something scientific behind it, and they’re going to be a bit easier to explain than Gem Weapons, because the answers are probably intuitive. They’ll give a lot of insight into a gem’s place on Homeworld.

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