On the Ending of Off Colors
There are some moments which are really telling. This one in particular, after Lars is injured says a lot about gem physiology and consequently gem culture. Gems often come off sounding dismissive and callous towards human needs. In the first season of SU, the gems would leave Steven alone and go on missions for days, their refrigerator usually left empty.
What I think needs to be said is how much we take for granted that the things we value are in huge part a consequence of our being human also as defined by our physicality. As we move away from limiting the definition of humanity by certain arbitrary physical attributes, we can’t ignore our having a physical form that is organised in a certain way, which perishes after a certain time.
And so to gems, a technically immortal race of born adults and no metabolism, human life, which looks so similar to theirs, is easy to subsume as like their own. But it’s not. Leaving Steven behind for days or weeks would have been a blink of time to them, but not to Steven, as in Cat Fingers. Not having to eat or sleep is a reasonable expectation for gems, but not human beings.
So the things we value, like the briefness of life, is a function of the way we experience time. The reason we get sentimental about objects is because they are in part what helps sustain us, by helping us acquire food or shelter. Going past that, seemingly useless objects (like an old book or watch) are meaningful precisely because they are markers of our being able to live beyond subsistence level.
It sounds a lot like our species has built itself around food, and it sort of has. Intensive agriculture, population growth, and the formation of large societies all happened at around the same time. Agricultural surplus was what allowed people to specialise into other tasks. Our society is built the way it is because of our physiological needs.
So when Lars slams into the rock pillar and doesn’t immediately get up, Steven immediately runs to his side in panic. The gems behind him don’t yet know that such an injury could prove fatal. To them, it might mean getting poofed for a bit, or not getting poofed at all. Even though gems feel sensations, including physical pain, pain serves only as a signal that there is danger. It isn’t usually an indicator of their own impending demise.
I liked how the ending of Off Colors felt so ambivalent. On the one hand, we have the successful defeat of the robonoids. There should be reason to rejoice.
Yet upon seeing Steven’s face and his fear and sadness and panic and terror at what happened, to Lars, the gems immediately grow sombre. And this is, to me, an important development.
Even though they come from a culture that shrugs off pain, and by extension is well-acquainted with a lot of physical interaction we’d consider rough and violent,” they empathised. In front of the Off Colors is a completely alien being, completely unlike them. They don’t understand how he works or what’s really happening to him. Death takes a very different form in gem society. Nonetheless, they mourn him, even though they knew him only a short while. They see Steven and feel for him.
I would say the ending of the episode remains ambivalent. On the one hand, Lars is alive and appears not to suffer physical harm.
On the other hand, and Steven was right to point this out in the next episode, he wasn’t brought back wholly the same as when he left, and Steven didn’t know if he had the right to do that.
Human life is fragile and death goes into that fragility. We don’t know how Lars will age from now on, if he does. We know already that he doesn’t really feel human hunger. His metabolism, which includes the breaking down of cells that ultimately lead to death, could have slowed or stopped altogether.
Instinctively, the choice might be to live, no questions asked. But in this case it wasn’t even Lars’ choice. I’m not saying he should have been left for dead, but I am saying that part of what our society values is choosing how we get to live our lives, and sometimes our deaths. That is why some people choose to sign “Do not resuscitate” forms.
It’s ambivalent because we’re happy Lars is back. We still consider his humanity intact and he retains all his memories, feelings, and even the greater part of his appearance. At the same time, though, he’s not quite the same as a human being. He’s now somewhere in the middle of organic and gem life, just like Lion. His interactions with the world and others, his values, may change because of the change in his physiology. And it’ll be okay, but it’s going to take work. It’s just not as clear-cut as we thought things would be.
Here I want to bring back the idea of empathy, similar to the kind shown by the Off Colors. They’re called such because they can’t serve the purpose they were designed for. Lars is one of them, not because he’s a different colour now, but because he’s not exactly the human being he’s supposed to be.
But the episode wants us to feel like his humanity is still there. And I think that’s where empathy comes in. If our only metric of humanity was a series of actions and appearances that would mean someone was human, then we’d always find exceptions to the rule.
Lars’s was an extreme case, but I think it serves the point being put out by the story. There is something else, something we see in others that makes us recognise them as human. And it should be there, regardless of the physicality we tend to see first. That is how we can talk about the humanity we see in the Gems and how they are many times in the show, humanised.