honestly, being asexual has been weird because i think im actually kind of repulsed? but only when im actually having it or interacting with another living person. im also very interested in being active in kink communities but just. not like. in a way that involves being sexual? its hard to describe. i think its moreso intimacy repulsion? if that makes sense. im repulsed to the idea that it’ll seem more important than i find it.
my relationship with it is extremely complicated, oof.