Simon’s expression softened further. Aidan’s fear was palpable – and not at all unfounded. Despite himself, he was not blind to how the kingdom had been twisted and deformed in the years since Ariana had taken the throne, how the villages were plagued with that very same sense of fear and unease.
“I don’t blame you,” he told her. “Believe me, I wouldn’t drag you into this lightly. If I can, I want to limit your involvement to what’s necessary, though…I’m not sure what that means yet.” His grip on the book he was now carrying under one arm tightened slightly, and he could only hope against hope that he would find what he needed within its pages.
“I know things will never be the same as they were before,” he admitted softly. “I’d be naive to think otherwise. But if there’s even the slightest chance that I can save her…” He swallowed hard. Aidan was perhaps the only person who could understand where he was coming from. How the last few years had torn at his heart, as he had no choice but to watch the woman he loved become a tyrant. Even to this day, he was tortured with questions. Why had she done it? Was there some sign that he might have missed? Was there anything he could have done to stop her?
He shook that thought aside. “It doesn’t matter. This isn’t just about Ariana,” he went on. “It’s about everyone. And more than that…it’s about Jenna.”
As Simon spoke, Aidan glanced from him to the book and back again. Placing their bets on one book having what Simon was looking for was risky in itself. Unless they got really, really, lucky. And even then-
She sat up straight in her seat. “Jenna?” Aidan echoed, voice even more hushed - in part from disbelief. No one had seen or heard anything about the Princess ever since the King was dethroned. There were, of course, rumours: she’d died, she’d become every bit twisted and malformed under the Queen, she’d tried to flee and got caught and didn’t survive the resulting punishment for treachery. Aidan did her best to ignore that and continue believing she was still alive and well somewhere. Even when it meant hanging onto it as a lifeline.