Tim Buckley

saddness

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what hurts the most

The most painful thing in this world, is meeting someone you are compatible with, and not being able to do anything about it.

Sad.

I am sad that today was my last math class, my final is on Monday and although I probably will not feel the same sadness that I felt after I took my math final last semester, I will still feel sad.

Last semester I almost felt like crying after I left the class and walked outside. The class almost felt like family. The small number of students, in conjunction with the extra study hour due to no class after the class ended at 4, I think helped everyone bond more.

When I see people from that class I like to stop and say hi.

This semester? Well as of right now I've developed odd feelings for my math teacher, and have realized that the only person I really like in the class is the teacher. I'm the only one doing the homework, and the only one yesterday who attempted to review for the final and even brought a study sheet of all the problems from chapter 5-9, that I had problems with on the chapter tests. In addition, I have issues with a male student in the class, who I ignored due to ignorant comments on his behalf to something I said about myself*.

Also, everyone is pretty dumb, and does not think attending class is important. People have missed three-four quizzes and are probably going to show up to the final on Monday hoping to get an 85%. A lot of people like to show off to everyone that they are "smart" by yelling out answers...any answer wrong or right. In actuality all they really do is tell everyone how insecure that they are.

*(I described myself as a-sexual, and he having a crush on me and being bitter, refused to believe me and decided to make excuses for everything I brought up) I do not stand for ignorance so I ignored him. Because he is dumb, he had no idea why I was ignoring him and just complained to a "mutual friend of ours".)

(I'm being descriptive because I've noticed that past journal entries I have no idea what I'm talking about 3 years later)

My math teacher has inspired me to go to Calculus III and I may even take Physics too.