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-Some dip-shit classmate of mine
When I ask people for help and we are in a public place, and they sometimes respond with raised voices and criticise steps I make (for math) or other work I've done. Idk how to classify this because I know it's bullying because other people notice and hear everything, and I feel bad when they're doing this to me. Or in class someone will say,"WOW. You don't know this formula?" After it ask them a question or they see I'm practising something (or forgot) (and because of my learning disability it's not easy to remember everything like an ~average person can~). One time this woman before a final asked me to see my flash cards. She responded,"WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW THESE? YOU SHOULD KNOW THEM ALREADY.I ALREADY KNOW THESE" Let's just all bully Nathalie loll
I really hate how actions and words by others can trigger instability with my anxiety medication, to the point where I lose ability to focus in class (it instantly impairs my ADD medication) (after these incidents) and on my homework. Sometimes this lasts for the entire rest of the day after these incidents.
I need like, an item that makes me feel better after things like this happen.
It's about the mean T.A. for my physics class...and how I should approach my teacher...
Casual bullying is asking everyone in the room except me for help Casual bullying is asking everyone except me after the test is over, what they got for ____ problem. Because, you think I'm dumb and believe I wouldn't know or have the right answer anyways. Casual bullying is excluding me from study groups for the same reasons.
People dismissing people bullying me because they had the privilege of not being bullied growing up, so they can't look out and notice bullying. How it takes others to complain about what I'm complaining about for my opinion to even be considered as an "opinion" Why even call shit out anymore since many are oblivious and dumb to what is in front of them. Tell me I am mean when I call the guy who called me stupid to my face an "asshole"... You uphold bullying.
Me describing someone's rude comments purposely said to me to hurt me (Use bullying to describe it) Someone else: That doesn't sound like bullying.
2)People are blind to someone insulting me and being an asshole to me right in front of them.
Oblivious human beings ask me whether or not I am certain about my belief in something that I am experiencing. Why do these people like to talk to me?
Putting this out there un-cut because it needs to be seen. Hi. I've been bullied my ENTIRE life for being different. The films "Pretty in Pink", "Welcome To The Dollhouse", the diary scene from "Cruel Intentions" (more like "Harriet The Spy" though...)all hit pretty close to home when I want to sum up my Junior High and High School experiences of torment, torture, lunches and snacks spent in the bathroom and art room. Needless to say I've been through a lot of pain from people, more pain than good so it seems natural that I've come to a world of anticipating the worst from people, especially if you decide to ignore my e-mails, texts, calls or I just feel like you're ignoring me, because from what I'm use to, I've never experienced anything else that brought positive experiences from those situations. Please try and keep this open when you're doing those kind of things and you're not actually trying to avoid me. Because..I kind of get upset.
Janis Joplin talking about going to her high school reunion
A LOT not alot
Eric Harris
