Does anyone else not utter a word, besides a laugh, between the hours of 1 and 6 am because nobody else is up
Does anyone else have screenshots that you mean to send cuz goddamn they're so funny but you never do and 6 months later you can't remember the context of why you took the screenshot(s)
And now it's 5 am and you can't figure out why you have screenshots of a $1 steak from Dollar tree and a toddler sized vibrator but you know you went wrong somewhere in life to end up here
Does anyone else sit there and wonder if they actually give a fuck about the people in their lives, or just that they know they should care so they try to best act out that feeling of care?
They were a sunset
And I basked in the glow
If you have to keep convincing yourself that someones right for you
Are they?
If you have to convince yourself that someone is completely wrong for you
Are they?
Me, has been up for 20 hours: Ah, now is a natural time to go to sleep
My brain: Orrr.... You can obsess over the fact that you WILL die and you can't possibly know if you'll know that you're dead. And the thought of there possibly being nothing should be comforting, but it only adds to the anxiety, because then nothing you do matters and the memories you cherish are shit
But if there is an afterlife, you cant possibly deal with Hell. Like come on, it's Hell. Even the best version is still Hell. But surely you can't be that bad of a person, but you do enjoy premarital sex, bacon and blended fabrics among other sinful things....
Also you suck.
That moment when
Youre up in the wee hours of the morning
Drunk
And alone
When you shouldn't be...
I never know when to reach out
So I almost never do
Resisting temptation is easier when you think you'll get another chance
Let's do some drugs And fall in lust
I wanna know That you think of me When you wake up And when you go to sleep..... And all the times in between