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“So you’re saying that the person to killed everyone in this room wasn’t you and I am supposed to believe that!?” Dean says as he points his gun towards the stranger.
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
“So say it then. I want a genuine apology. So what it meant nothing, we mean something. The fact it happened at all is the problem. You don’t see me screwing around do you?” @penetratingdean
“Do we, Sammy?” Dean scoffs, “Because it hasn’t felt like we mean something to each other for quite some time now.” Dean sighs heavily, “….I’m sorry. It won’t happen again” Dean says. “I promise.” He says sounding genuine this time.
“It better not…I don’t wanna have to kick your ass” he smiled a little, stepping closer. “Besides, I bet she didn’t know all the little things you like, did she?” He says with a smirk.
Dean smirks at Sam saying he would kick his ass; as if he could actually do that. “No, she didn’t actually.” he rolls his eyes, “She didn’t want to do butt-stuff.” he complains.
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
“So say it then. I want a genuine apology. So what it meant nothing, we mean something. The fact it happened at all is the problem. You don’t see me screwing around do you?” @penetratingdean
“Do we, Sammy?” Dean scoffs, “Because it hasn’t felt like we mean something to each other for quite some time now.” Dean sighs heavily, “....I’m sorry. It won’t happen again” Dean says. “I promise.” He says sounding genuine this time.
I don’t get a notification when someone sends me an ask. Idk if any of these starters are new or old. AHHH.
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
Sam scoffed. “Seriously?…you really think I’m going to buy that?”
Dean is pulling up his pants, “It…I wasn’t….” Dean looked down and huffs a apathetic chuckle…..”Well maybe if you didn’t shut me out I wouldn’t have slept with some chick.”
“Shut you out?! Are you kidding?” Sam exhaled, unable to even meet Dean’s eyes. “I can’t believe you Dean.” He said softly, his voice sad and defeated
Dean licks his lips and laughed at Sam’s reaction, “What can I say, the mark does things to a guy.” He steps closer, “It makes me so…..hungry….all the time.” He hisses, “You pushed me away…..so why hold on to whatever it is that we had?”
“Had ?…” He looks up into Dean’s eyes sadly. “Really?…just because of the stupid mark you would throw all of it away? Just to bang a few chicks and get your rocks off?”
“So....” Dean said raising an eyebrow at Sam.”It’s nothing.....They meant nothing to me.” Dean shakes his head, “ Quit overreacting!”
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“oh shit....that feels....” Dean’s out of breath, “great.” he grunts
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
Sam scoffed. “Seriously?…you really think I’m going to buy that?”
Dean is pulling up his pants, “It…I wasn’t….” Dean looked down and huffs a apathetic chuckle…..”Well maybe if you didn’t shut me out I wouldn’t have slept with some chick.”
“Shut you out?! Are you kidding?” Sam exhaled, unable to even meet Dean’s eyes. “I can’t believe you Dean.” He said softly, his voice sad and defeated
Dean licks his lips and laughed at Sam’s reaction, “What can I say, the mark does things to a guy.” He steps closer, “It makes me so.....hungry....all the time.” He hisses, “You pushed me away.....so why hold on to whatever it is that we had?”
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
Sam scoffed. “Seriously?…you really think I’m going to buy that?”
Dean is pulling up his pants, “It...I wasn’t....” Dean looked down and huffs a apathetic chuckle.....”Well maybe if you didn’t shut me out I wouldn’t have slept with some chick.”
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“What are you doing? Dean says as he caught them red handed; holding a gun, “You’re not ready to hunt yet! Put it back....NOW!”
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“What the hell are you talking about? That isn’t me.” ‘
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“It didn’t mean anything.” Dean huffs” I swear.”
(your muse just caught Dean cheating on them)
holy shit. its been two years
I am heavily considering coming back.
I am mentally in a better place. I am going to therapy, I am starting to like and be comfortable with my body, I might get a promotion at work, I am just overall doing better than I was when I left a year or so ago.
is anybody still interested in rping with me? Or should I just crawl back into a hole?
Anonymous asked:
nooooo, please stay :( I love your Dean
:(
Anonymous asked:
finally they gave up. good riddence
Riddance*
so this has been going on
for a while now. At first when I started rping on tumblr I had a lot of fun. I would come on every day and reply to my threads for hours. But then the anon hate started. And then the anti-wincest people started to reply to my starters and send me anon hate. I would get hate from other people too, telling me to delete my blog, that I’m not good at writing. This has ruined tumblr rp for me. I feel so uncomfortable rping now to the point where I have anxiety attacks . That’s why I am not online for days , weeks, and months at a time. It is mentally draining to be on here when all it does is increase my heart rate and give me anxiety . So, I think I am going to retire this blog and go on a permanent hiatus. You may be thinking “Just turn anon off” but the damage has already been done. They have made me extremely self cautious of my writing. I feel like I suck at rp now. I feel on edge and panicked knowing people can read my replies openly and judge whether they want to interact with me based off of that. It is too much pressure. Rp on here when from fun to mentally draining. I may come back once I feel like I am mentally stronger because right now I’m not doing so good. I was in the er again after 4 years of not having a bad slip up. So I know I am getting bad again so if I am not doing good mentally then it’s going to make it harder to be on here. I hope to start Therapy in late June which I hope helps me enough to where I can come back on here again. I don’t want to give this blog up but idk what else to do. I’ll probably be back on next week and change my mind about this. But idk. I just need a break until I am mentally okay. I guess? idk.
if you want to keep in contact my main blog (also on hiatus there) is @fawnjensen . I do rp outside of tumblr on gmail hangouts (Sami Rose) and through email. I am more than okay with keeping in touch and rping that way. Just message my main account, or look up Sami Rose in gmail hangouts and see if you can find me that way xx
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Castiel nodded and made sure not to move too much against Dean, no matter how much he wanted to. His fingers absentmindedly traced around Dean’s thick fingers, just wanting to push Dean’s hand up his thigh but he didn’t want to mess this up. He was nervous and excited at the same time and it was a little infuriating but he tried to pay attention to the movie to take his mind off of it. “I love Bucky’s long hair. I wonder if I could pull that off.”
Dean looked at Castiel, “You might. You’d remind me of my brother. I keep begging him to get a hair cut. He’s wearing manbuns now.” Dean chuckles.