Sorta Sweet

I should be working but there’s Alastor x Reader smut to be read and I wanna do that instead.

I’ve been going through it, y’all.

I feel like that’s just my lot in life, maybe? To always be stressed. Always be exhausted. Always be overwhelmed.

Who knows.

My depression has been so bad, though, that I can’t get to a point where I care about anything. Or I don’t even have the energy to care about things that I used to care about… that used to bring me joy.

All I can hear in my head is my ex husband’s voice. Telling me I’m negative and I only complain and I’m the worst. I feel like I just need to keep it all in and just not vent.

I don’t know. Either way, I’m trying so hard. Every day I am trying SO HARD to keep going. And I will. But my god it’s like my body has hit such a wall that I just am getting by on the bare minimum.

Anyway. I’m going to work on trying to be more active on here. Because I wanna be. And it’s been such a good space for me for so long.

And mostly because I miss y’all.

Sup bitches.

I don’t ever want to see Hugh Jackman on the DilfGif page I follow EVER AGAIN.

I am TIRED of OPINIONS and THINKPIECES and HOT TAKES.

I’m on Tumblr for the SMUT and the THIRSTING and the MEMES

I want Joel Miller to call me his babygirl SO. BADLY.

Aaaand I’m back.

I spoke too soon last time.

Now my phone is fixed. Now I can keep Tumblr open.

Now I can see all of these glorious messages waiting for me from @spockvarietyhour 😩

Also I’d like to say hello to the legion of porn bots that followed me.

So I was finally able to update my phone and I CAN ACCESS TUMBLR AND MY MESSAGES AGAIN BITCHES.

Is 35 too young for a midlife crisis lmao

I had time to check my messages.

Pedro spam on its way.

@spockvarietyhour always sending me the best stuff.

This Joel Miller breeding kink fic I just read got me fucked up i just.

I started watching Stranger Things. So many years late, I know. But yes I wanna fuck the cop

I forgot that porn is back on Tumblr because the moment I opened this app in public there’s an ass pic first thing in my feed.

Can’t sleep. Gonna spam.

As I sit here, reading Moon Knight smut on a fine Friday morning, I can’t help but wonder… What exactly does it say about me that I am attracted to Marc (and Jake, tbh) but not Steven?