They are out to get me

Ugh. This election... I REALLY was trying to stay hopeful but... this country is full of the most easily fooled, stupid, selfish, useless, backwards, evil motherfuckers ever. Sadly, I am not surprised at this outcome.

As a latinx who's LGBT and heavily neurodivergent, I'm not happy about the results at all. Even worse knowing so many latinos voted for this guy... what the actual fuck is wrong with you all?

Of course my paranoia is skyrocketing right now... even if I didn't have PPD I'd still be very worried... but I'm going to stay strong. At the very least, I have to live... I know these motherfuckers would LOVE to see someone like me kms but I'm not going to give them that satisfaction.

To all my followers and just everyone who's going to be affected by this: please stay safe out there. -Mod Clemont

Hi all. Sorry about the lack of posting! I was doing well mentally for a bit and felt bad posting here because it kind of sets me back on old thinking patterns. Unfortunately (or fortunately? if you want to view it as such) things have gone very downhill for me so my symptoms are at an all time high. No therapy or meds anymore + new and terrible environment = massive relapse on old habits and stuff lol. Mod Athena was also extremely busy so she couldn’t post, and Mod Vivi was kind of banned from fronting for a while.

But the three of us should be back at full force so expect more posts again.

Also: I reworded the bio a bit and updated the DNI section. Please read it, I added some types of people I would rather not interact with this blog. Thank you, and I hope everyone is doing better than I am! 🙏🏼

-Mod Clemont

Hey y’all, just letting you all know that I’ll be headed to the psyche ward so this blog will be on hiatus until I’m out. (Hopefully not longer than two weeks.) Hope everyone will be well!

-Mod Clemont

Sometimes I’ll see I have a question in my inbox but there’s nothing there, or I’ll get an ask and it’ll disappear? Does anyone else have that happen to them?

-Mod Clemont

I was thinking of making a masterlist of self help and coping books and whatnot that cater towards people with PPD/severe paranoia… although I would need to find some that aren’t secretly ableist garbage or ‘narc abuse’ promoters haha.

If anyone has any recommendations, please let me know in the replies!

-Mod Clemont

does anyone else just... not have any new years resolutions? i guess personally all i want to do is play the upcoming story of seasons remake but that’s not technically a goal lmao -Mod Clemont

i wonder how ♤ is doing - if you’re out there i hope you’re okay!

-Mod Clemont

yes exactly thank you i'm just so!! like this isn't easy for me at all, i HATE being open about myself but i'm seeking help to better myself so i can stop being so damn paranoid in my life, plus the fact i'm paying for this to begin with so of course i'm trying to be honest so things can be accurate in my diagnosis and treatment but i guess that just means im not paranoid enough 🤪 i have to hide forever and be a miserable person so i can be valid it seems -Mod Clemont

so my new psychiatrist doesn’t believe i have PPD due to the simple fact that i was seeking help which is. not a good sign

so sorry for the lack of activity on this blog for a bit, things have been... rough for us, you know how it is with mental illness n stuff. we’re trying to hang in there ;_; but we will be posting again! -Mod Clemont

my trusted person is the only thing keeping me sane in these trying times

i think something that bothers me with tumblr is that it will say i have 4 asks in my inbox but then i look and there’s nothing?? why -Mod Clemont

sorry for the bit of absence, mods have been sick with covid x_x but i’ll try and get to answering things in a jiffy! -Mod Clemont

anyone else kinda bothered about the recent memes that are meant to trigger paranoid people... like the ‘im living in your walls’ shit... what’s that about

we have a new mod!! well, she’s been here a while helping me but she just now decided to actually make herself known... you know how ppd is. because of this we made a mods page you can check out here: https://paranoidpdsuggestion.tumblr.com/mods  -mod clemont