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suggestion blog for people with PPD (paranoid personality disorder) and those who experience severe paranoia! This blog is PRO SELF-DX. Do not advertise your aesthetic blog using my posts. RP blogs ok to interact but please be respectful. Three mods: Mod Clemont, Mod Vivi, and Mod Athena! DNI: terf, swerf, transphobic, racist, ableist, pedophile, zoophile, incest supporter, proshipper
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Paranoid Personality Disorder Checklist

This is a checklist to help one understand Paranoid Personality Disorder. One may use it to self-diagnose or as a worksheet to present to a doctor or therapist  or other medical professional and better communicate symptoms they are experiencing. All information is taken from the DSM-5.

Section I Must check TWO or more of the following:

  • I have cognition problems and difficulty perceiving myself, other people, and events.
  • I have affectivity problems and difficulty controlling the range and intensity of my emotional responses.
  • I have problems with interpersonal functioning and being aware of my own actions and feelings.
  • I have difficulty controlling my impulses.

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Section II Must check FOUR or more of the following:

  • I constantly feel like others are exploiting, harming, or deceiving me, despite having no basis for feeling this way.
  • I am preoccupied with doubts I have about the loyalty and trustworthiness of my friends and peers.
  • I am reluctant to confide in others because I fear the information I share will be used against me.
  • I tend to read hidden demeaning and threatening meanings in the things people say and do.
  • I am unforgiving and hold grudges for an incredibly long time.
  • I often perceive things as attacks against me, and I can get incredibly defensive and will react angrily and prepare for a counterattack, even though no one else sees how I’m being attacked.
  • I have recurrent suspicions, without any evidence or reason, that my partner is cheating on me. (OP’s note: I feel this is exclusive of people with PPD who aren’t in relationships or are aromantic, so I would also include other forms of betrayal in other kinds of relationships.)

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Section III Must check ALL of the following:

  • My symptoms impair my personality and social functioning
  • My symptoms are consistent across a broad range of personal and social situations.
  • My symptoms have lasted a while and started in early adulthood or earlier.
  • My symptoms are not caused by medication, drug use, or another medical condition.

Section IV Common symptoms ad behaviors (not required for diagnosis):

  • I feel as if everyone has an ulterior motive.
  • I am constantly looking for evidence that my loved ones are conspiring against me or otherwise trying to hurt me. (An example would be persistently questioning them.)
  • I am usually shocked when a friend is nice to me or expresses loyalty.
  • I often interpret honest mistakes as violent acts against me.
  • I misinterpret compliments a lot and view them as underhanded attacks.
  • I tend to view offers of help as criticism that I’m not doing good enough.
  • I am quick to anger and quick to be defensive.
  • When looking for evidence of mistreatment against me, I tend to use examples such as body language or exchanged looks; things most people wouldn’t even notice.
  • I am a very guarded person.
  • I try really hard to be in control of what’s going on around me in order to feel safe.
  • Sometimes, I blame others for my shortcomings, because I feel as if they are somehow involved.
  • I have fantasies about being in a position of power where no one is able to hurt me.
  • I tend to develop negative stereotypes of others, and I may put others into boxes and assign labels to them.
  • I experience psychotic episodes.
  • I have difficulty accepting criticism.

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If you did not meet the minimum requirement, you may want to look into other disorders on the schizophrenia spectrum, as well as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and anxiety disorders. If you met the criteria for Sections I and III, you may want to look into other personality disorders.

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Ugh. This election... I REALLY was trying to stay hopeful but... this country is full of the most easily fooled, stupid, selfish, useless, backwards, evil motherfuckers ever. Sadly, I am not surprised at this outcome.

As a latinx who's LGBT and heavily neurodivergent, I'm not happy about the results at all. Even worse knowing so many latinos voted for this guy... what the actual fuck is wrong with you all?

Of course my paranoia is skyrocketing right now... even if I didn't have PPD I'd still be very worried... but I'm going to stay strong. At the very least, I have to live... I know these motherfuckers would LOVE to see someone like me kms but I'm not going to give them that satisfaction.

To all my followers and just everyone who's going to be affected by this: please stay safe out there. -Mod Clemont

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PSA on Jumpscares

With the month of Halloween upon us, I remind all of you that jumpscares simply aren’t for everyone. No matter how much you want to get a chuckle out of someone’s horrified reaction to a jumpscare video, you need to realize that jumpscares can have horrible effects on certain people, such as panic attacks, cardiac arrest, paranoid episodes, freakouts, and the like. You can literally kill someone by scaring them.

Here are people you should never send jumpscare videos to in any circumstance, unless THEY say it’s okay:

- People with PTSD / C-PTSD

- People with Paranoid Personality Disorder

- People with schizophrenia, schizoaffective, or other schizo disorders

- People with psychotic disorders

- People with delusional disorders

- People with panic disorders and/or anxiety disorders/GAD

- People with heart problems or breathing problems

- Very young children and very old folk (especially those with dementia)

- People who suffer from chronic nightmares

This is not a full comprehensive list but you get the idea. Remember to just ask the other person if they’re okay with jumpscares. Yes, this does include videos that suddenly get extremely loud at random intervals.

Don’t be the person who sends their friends or family to the hospital because you were careless.

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Hi all. Sorry about the lack of posting! I was doing well mentally for a bit and felt bad posting here because it kind of sets me back on old thinking patterns. Unfortunately (or fortunately? if you want to view it as such) things have gone very downhill for me so my symptoms are at an all time high. No therapy or meds anymore + new and terrible environment = massive relapse on old habits and stuff lol. Mod Athena was also extremely busy so she couldn’t post, and Mod Vivi was kind of banned from fronting for a while.

But the three of us should be back at full force so expect more posts again.

Also: I reworded the bio a bit and updated the DNI section. Please read it, I added some types of people I would rather not interact with this blog. Thank you, and I hope everyone is doing better than I am! 🙏🏼

-Mod Clemont

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also this is the last thing for now, but when I was first figuring this stuff out (pre-diagnosis), I googled "is it possible to have more than one personality disorder?" and found the answer to be "yes, but steer clear of someone who does!"

so I just wanted to say... if you have more than one personality disorder, you are still worthy of good things. you can still live a good life. you can still have strong connections to other people, and you can still learn to love yourself. having a personality disorder doesn't make you a bad person, and neither does having several personality disorders

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Anonymous asked:

This isn't a suggestion or anything, but I have a question: How do parents with PPD interact with their children? Are they overprotective, are they mistrustful, or does it depend on the individual?

It absolutely does depend on the individual! Both behavior types have been observed. However, due to parental instinct, more likely the parent will be overprotective of the child[ren].

(Being overprotective isn't necessarily the better option, of course. It can cause problems for the child[ren], such as in being given too many restrictions and being controlled too much.)

-Mod Clemont.

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