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fandom list

greek mythology/epic the musical (save me penelope save me)
the marauders
dungeon meshi my beloveds
tma (currently on s2 so NO SPOILERS)
X MEN i love you jean and ororo and rogue and mystique pls marry me + jubilee can tag along too
i have like one thg post so yk... it was for an au who am i kidding

ON A NOTE!!!! PLEASE DO TALK TO ME, MESSAGE ME, @ ME IF YOU WANT. WE DON'T NEED TO BE MOOTS TO INTERACT OR ANYTHING its bc i need friends :((

my ao3 is @green_starss, where i have a few odypen fics brewing

and ive got a bit of an organising system which is pretty ridiculous soooo

pansyfilia

for some reason i understand and adore the tall barty/short evan thing BUT what if it was the other way round. what if barty was short and brown-haired (with green stripes) and made taller just marginally by steel-toe-capped boots that he never takes off and spiky-gelled hair and insoles and evan was HIS tall frightening bone-cracking wraith-like wispy blond skeleton-ish puff of smoke whose bones didn't touch each other, just floating in his body, barty always swore to the others. think evan bleeding out in the fight with the order, long legs folded awkwardly and snapped by barty to be tucked under his torso at strange angles as barty struggles to hold him in his lap and his back went crooked because barty was trying to mold him into something small as he died, just to save him. think, you guys. think.

#the little white maggot tag #the wild hyena at the door tag #the rotting hyena tag #they are so pretty together #rosekiller #barty crouch jr #evan rosier

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halffgoddess

#the two rabid beasts tag #bartylily #the wild hyena at the door tag #the scarlet fox tag

pansyfilia

HERE IS MY ORGANISING SYSTEM

kk so

#the little white maggot tag is both pandora and Evan rosier, my babies

and #the wild hyena at the door tag is barty crouch jr, crazy ass bitch he is

and #the black cat that haunts tag is regulus black, my baby and the unstable little shitface

obvi #my weaver wife is penelope my WIFE

you just know I had to have dorcas for #the green mamba with fangs that bite

and #the scarlet fox is ofc lily evans

onto ships!

so #the Island and his freshwater pearl tag is THEE odypen of my dreams

and #the two rabid beasts tag is my bartylily things

and #the rotting hyena tag is rosekiller my lovelies (CANNIBALS)

onto me:

#pansy rambles is my lil talks

#pansy's aus is just silly stuff for my own benefit mostly

I WILL UPDATE THIS AS IT DEVELOPS

#organisation post #tag organization #the scarlet fox tag #the green mamba with fangs that bite tag #the island and his freshwater pearl tag #the rotting hyena tag #the little white maggot tag #the wild hyena at the door tag #the two rabid beasts tag #the black cat that haunts tag #my weaver wife #pansy's aus #pansy rambles

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katakosmos

islayme

#the wild hyena at the door tag

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katakosmos

morsmortish

barty is suspiciously really fucking good at random things. like pool. or smothering someone with a cloth soaked in chlorophyll and restraining them until they pass out. or solitaire.

#the wild hyena at the door tag #i do think thats accurate yk #shoutout to any sort of gambling game #and fishing for some fucking reason #ohoho and hes good at hunting as well #something something noble family something something

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katakosmos

morsmortish

a quick glimpse of a catholic guilt! barty crouch jr.

#for some reason #the little white maggot tag #the wild hyena at the door tag #and #the rotting hyena tag

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katakosmos

evan rosier doesn't want love he wants obsession he wants devotion he deserves to be honored like a god he needs his own prayers and his own temples everything he desires he must receive no one more than him deserves everyfuckingthing in this universe people need to understand that we exist just to fulfill his needs without hesitation this is a evan rosier world and if he asks for blood we should give him that and more he can cut me open and study my insides he can break every single bone in my body he can even eat me i don't care he's amazing he's beautiful he's a god and he deserves the world and i can give him that

#the wild hyena at the door tag #the little white maggot tag #the rotting hyena tag #rosekiller

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katakosmos

when barty was 13, he came to the realization that he was too smart and powerful to belong to the crouches. at 19, since his family was only in his way, he decided to destroy it.

he started with his father, whom he hated the most: he loved work more than his own son. and so he joined the death eaters; he tortured frank and alice; he got arrested. he knew his father would condemn him, he also knew he would bring him to trial because, well, he was his son: he had to set an example. he played the part of the terrified nineteen year old so well, he denied taking part in the torture, he begged his parents for mercy. he also cried during his first days in azkaban, despite hating the disloyal death eaters who denied voldemort. in the end, that trial ruined his father's career: in one night, he lost both his job and his son.

then, his mother. sweet, sweet mum, she had always loved him. her sacrifice was perfect: he was finally free.

and last but not least, winky. she had watched him grow up, and she was devoted to the family. she loved him deeply too, but he did not care about her at all: he didn't hesitate even for a moment before getting rid of her at the quidditch world cup.

both of his parents sacrificed everything in their power to give barty a second chance. but he, as soon as he was free from azkaban, immediately started searching for voldemort, and his father was forced to use the imperius curse on him. before his death, barty crouch sr admitted he felt responsible for the terrible choices his son made. he felt guilty. barty killed him shortly after.

it's not true that barty was just a poor child victim of abuse: he was surrounded by love, but he was incapable of understanding it. this brought him so close to voldemort, this was their true resemblance: when your family disappoints you, get rid of it and create another one.

so yes, barty was disinherited at 19. but he disowned his own family much, much earlier.

#the wild hyena at the door tag